Somebody To Love

Now What?

Trigger Warning: Explicit Language and Smut

Pacing in the small space of the old tower, Harmony is conflicted. The feelings that arose while Jensen had been missing were now wrecking havoc in her heart and she doesn't know what to make of them.

Part of her is still deeply hurt by what he did, having doubts about whether or not is even worth it giving their marriage a second chance. But the moment she heard that Jensen was in danger, all she could think about was how she didn't know what she would do if anything were to happen to him.

She still loves him, that goes without question, and imagining a life where he isn't by her side is something that Harmony can't bare to do. Before everything happened, she would've followed him to the ends of the Earth. And if she is being honest with herself, despite everything that happened, she still would.

Letting out a frustrated sigh, her emotions still running high, she makes a decision that she knows is a rushed one. Leaving the old tower behind, she walks in a fast pace to their chambers. She needs to see him, and make sure that he truly is alright.

Entering unannounced into the room, she finds Jensen changing clothes, his shirt still completely unbuttoned, the bruises already forming and in full display. Looking at him, she stops for a second when he asks her if everything's alright, before crossing the room and launching herself into his arms, holding him tight, afraid that it is all but wishful thinking, and not saying anything.

He must've known what was going through her mind, because he holds her tight against him and says that everything's going to be alright, and that he is okay, all he has are a few cuts and bruises, nothing else.

Harmony doesn't say anything, knowing that if she tries to speak, her voice will betray her. Instead, she just nods against his chest, trying to hold herself together as best she can. The fear of losing him is now completely overtaking all other emotions and thoughts.

Jensen hadn't been expecting Harmony to show up. He was sure that when she left the courtyard, she just didn't care anymore, or at least not enough to stay with him. Now, with her securely wrapped in his arms, he thinks that maybe he had been wrong and she just didn't know how to deal with what had happened.

Jensen feels her pull away, and it's hard for him to let go of her, already missing the feel of her body against his. It had been a while since he has last held her like that, and now that he finally had her back in his arms, the last thing he wanted was to let go. However, he would never force her to do anything that might make her feel uncomfortable or that she might not want.

Harmony clears her throat and Jensen looks at her, his thoughts being brought back to the woman standing in front of him. Harmony apologizes for barging in and tells him that she had thought that she had lost him, that thought being enough to scare her out of her mind.

Jensen can't stop himself, and caresses her cheek, telling her that he's right there and that she will never lose him. What happened next, Jensen didn't see coming. Harmony crosses the short distance between them and kisses him, her hands on his bare chest.

He would be lying if he said that he was expecting it. He hadn't. But he wasn't going to fight it either. Kissing her back, he pulls her closer by her waist, deepening the kiss and eliciting a moan from her.

They stop for a moment to catch their breaths, Jensen looking at Harmony and seeing her nod. It's clear to Jensen that, at that moment, she wants him just as badly as he wants her, the stress and fear of the day taking over everything else.

Leading her to their bed, her clothes being discarded along the way, Jensen doesn't care about what happened earlier in the day or how this will feel afterwards. All they both care in the moment is how they need to feel something other than the dread they felt when they thought, even if it was for just a moment, that they weren't going to ever see each other again.

Jensen lays her on the bed and just stands there for a second, looking at her with lustful eyes. It doesn't take long for him to be completely naked, his clothes discarded in a corner. He hovers over her, kissing every inch of her body, rubbing her breasts and pinching her nipples every once in a while.

Harmony can't take much more, he is driving her insane. She wants him, she wants to feel him inside her, she wants to feel him come, but he is taking his sweet time and it's driving her insane.

Jensen keeps kissing her body until he reaches her mount. He caresses it, slowly at first, only to hear her moan some more. "Fuck, she's drenched.", he thinks, the thought just turning him on even more.

He decides to have some fun, before giving her what she so clearly wants. He parts her lower lips and blows cold air at it. He can feel her shiver and that just makes him harder, if that is even possible.

-"Jensen, please." – Harmony pleads with him. Hearing her plea and moan his name like that, just makes him want her even more, but he's decided to give her pleasure before anything else, so he holds on.

Harmony can feel him getting lower and when she looks down she sees him between her legs. That's when she feels it. He is licking her, all of her, and it feels amazing. "God, he's good. He's gonna make me come. Fuck.", she thinks. That will be her last coherent she will have for a while.

He keeps licking, sucking, even nibbling her between her folds. It doesn't take long before she is about to come.

-"Jensen, I'm gonna come. Please."

-"Then come. Let me taste you." - He tells her, before sucking her faster and harsher than before.

-"Jensen, I'm, I'm... GOD!!!!!"

Jensen can taste her, and she tastes so good. He is licking and sucking her to get as much of her as possible. He can feel her shaking when she hits that peak. Tasting her while she is on that high is amazing. But the best is yet to come.

Jensen gets up, crawling up Harmony's body, and it gives Harmony a chance to catch her breath and really look at him. He is there, and although there are some cuts and a few bruises on his body, he still looks just like she remembered. Once he is face to face with her, Jensen lowers himself on top of her, slowly adjusting himself in her entrance and making sure that she is comfortable enough.

Jensen starts pushing himself into her and he can feel her arch her back in pleasure.

-"Am I hurting you, sweetheart?"

-"No, keep going, please. That feels so good. Please." – She moans. It feels so good to have him inside her, filling her up. She knows he can't hold back anymore. With one last big push, he is all in.

Harmony can feel him filling her up completely. He is hitting her very core and she loves it. This is so much better than what she remembered. And when he starts to move, it becomes even better. With each thrust, he touches her core and that is sending her to new heights.

-"Fuck, Jensen. Don't stop. That feels so good. Fuck."

-"You like that, um? How about this?" – He thrusts even harder and faster. She lets out a moan so loud she is sure the whole Castle heard her.

-"FUCK!!! Keep going, just like that, please, just like that. Fuck, Jensen."

-"Is this how you want me to fuck you?"

-"Yes, please."

-"Fuck, Harmony, you feel so damn tight. Fuck, you're so fucking tight, sweetheart."

-"God, Jensen. Keep going, please."

-"My pleasure. I could fuck this tight pussy all fucking day. Fuck, Harmony, I'm almost there." – Jensen can feel he is about to come but he wants her to come as well.

-"Me too, keep going. I wanna feel you come with me. God, just keep going."

It only took a few more thrusts for them to come together. Jensen can feel her insides cramp around him, her breathing becoming shallow and the long moan that comes with it. That makes him come even harder inside her. "God, she feels so good.", he thinks, before dropping his head on her shoulder.

Harmony is seeing stars. She felt him come, his shaft throbbing inside her, and reminding her of that first night they had together. She can still feel him throbbing inside of her while trying to catch his breath.

Jensen rolls off of her, his breath still labored, as he lays next to her. Looking back at her, he can see the look of bliss that's plastered all over her face, mirroring perfectly the look on his own face. "Now what?"