ship - platonic jaisy
(TW-suicide+hospital (personal phobia of mine))
(Timeline- After the drake-up but the club wasn't even there (not forgiven))
(Mainly Jake angst, but some daisy angst)
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(Jake's POV)
"Have a nice life, freak!" Drew shouted as he walked away from me, Henry, and Liam. My heart felt instantly crushed as I heard the last words he would ever say to me...at least for now. My knees became weak, and I fell to the ground.
"Thanks for...being honest." I heard Liam mutter as he walked with Henry to find Drew. I had just lost 8 more of my friends, huh? 'See what you've done to everyone? What's the point of even being here if you're no use for anyone? Why shouldn't you kill yourself? Nobody will care anyways, you're just a shitty person that fucking messes everything up! Hah! No one needs you, no one wants you, no one cares anyway. Just kill yourself. End this. The school rooftop is just up those stairs~'. My thoughts were running through my head faster than anything. W-why can't I breathe correctly? Why can't I-
"JAKE! SNAP OUT OF IT! SOMEONE GET MS.JONES-" I heard someone running to me, but it was too late. I had already passed out. All I could remember is being carried down to the infirmary.
20 minutes later...
(Daisy's POV)
As I was on my way to the office for head girl duties, I spotted Jake in the hallway. I tried to think what would be wrong besides what happened with the club, but before I could finish thinking, I saw him starting to pass out. I called out to Ms.Jones so she could help me take Jake to the infirmary, and the nurse said I could stay for as long as I would like, So i'll probably stay until Jake wakes up, but the nurse said it would take a while since he passed out from stress and not anything medical. Hopefully he didn't start thinking about-
"Ughh, my head hurts," Jake woke up and tried to speak to the nurse, but made eye contact with me instead. "Oh, uhh, hi Daisy?" He said.
"Jake, what happened in the hallway? Did you start having...those thoughts again like in middle school? If you need to talk to someone, I'm here to listen." I tried to say until I got cut off by the nurse. She described how Jake passed out due to extreme stress, and that I should go home, since it was getting late. Hopefully my parents haven't noticed the time, I don't want to be sent to my auntie's house again...
(Jake's POV)
As I left school at 7:30, I started to think about who would care if I died. Would mom? No, she doesn't even notice that I'm there. The Music Club, no because of the audio. The Jomies, but now they're the Dromies, so they must've already moved on. My dad, well, shit. All I could think of was the school rooftop and how simple it would be to just jump off so I didn't have to feel this way.
After walking home in the rain, I walked past my mom and straight to my calendar. I circled a day that was 2 days from now, labeled it 'relief', and cried myself to sleep while thinking about everyone and what I had done to them.
2 days later...😐🫥
It was finally time that I would allow myself up onto the school rooftop, since school had just ended for the day, but I knew what I had to do before I jumped. I had to tell Daisy.
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-hey daisy?
Daisy🏵-yeah jake?
-thank you for...everything
Daisy🏵-JAKE PLEASE DON'T I'M BEGGING YOU
-daisy I love you but I'm sorry.
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I put my phone on silent and walked up to the fence that seperated me and the edge of the roof. I slowly started climbing up the fence until I was sitting on top of it. 'jump.jump.jump', my thoughts had gotten the best of me. The way the wind felt as I was falling towards the ground made me feel free from everything. But then...
I had hit the black-paved road, back-first, but I got what I had wanted for weeks. The last bit of pain that I would ever feel. In the hospital, I had heard my own heartrate slowly growing flat, but I couldn't help but think of Milo and Daisy, but I also couldn't help but think...
finally...
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hiya! While writing this chapter, I couldn't help but think of my sud!cia1 cousin in Jake's place, so I totally didn't have a mental breakdown while writing this! Anyway, thx for reading this far, even though it isn't much. What should I write next? (I AM DESPERATE FOR IDEAS). Have a good day, sean-childs!
-seansguardianangel💻
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The Music Freaks - Book of Oneshots
Romanceokay soo... I will take most ideas or recommendations, but not too extreme (iykyk) As you can tell most of the oneshots will be jean, but I'll take other ships such as henriam, haisy, and (maybe) drake. I will not be adding full jailey, but I might...
