"Church girl, don't hurt nobody.."
Pastor's wife trapped in an arranged marriage with repressed feelings about her sexuality. She's always been able to keep a great poker face but what happens when she meets, Beyoncé..
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"RING THE ALARM! I BEEN THROUGH THIS TOO LONG BUT I'LL BE DAMNED IF I SEE ANOTHER CHICK ON YOUR ARM!" I yelled into mic as I got into the song.
I kept going as I got into the song more and more. This song felt like a stress reliever. All the built up anger I had was finally released while recording this song.
Losing my friends. Cutting off my dad. Getting cheated on. Creating an album in the shortest amount of time I ever have. Shows back to back. Random hate and rumors from the media.
I was letting the choppa sing! I had no clue when this would be released, whether it would be a single, or with an album. But I knew this would be a hit.
"Damn Bey!" Swiss said when I came out of the booth with a blank expression.
"You like it?" I asked and he nodded. "That's fire!"
"Thanks, I just wanna tweak it a little. Thanks for coming here on short notice.."
"Anything for you! You know I'm always happy to work with you." He smiled and I smiled back before returning to my seat at the soundboard.
"Who hurt you though? Talking about 'and my female intuition telling me you're a dog'.."
"It's a lot honestly but it's just release for right now. " I said.
He nodded and started hitting a few buttons on the soundboard while it played back. We listened to the playback and I could tell I wanted to record again. It needed to be more polished.
I would do it tonight but I honestly didn't have the energy. It was already close to two in the morning so I would have to come back. I got up going over to the couch to grab my phone and noticed I had a few notifications.
Ashanti: Beyyyy I missed up Ashanti: *messed. I'm drunk m sorry. Ashanti:I'm sorry for eeverything! I feel so sad feeling like you don't love me anymore. I just wanna start over with you..
: Where's my son if you're drunk??
Ashanti: He's with my mom. I needed a break.
: A break from what?
Ashanti: A break from my own guilt.
: Drink some water and I'll call you when I get home.
I put my phone away not waiting for her response and sighed as I pocketed my phone and stood to my feet. I started gathering my things before saying my goodbyes and leaving out.
