Some splash their wrists
Ingest a bottle of pills
Jump off a high rise building
Hang themselves or
Blow their brains off
And in that moment
When they are bleeding to death
Closing their eyes for the last time
Hanging loose in the air
About to let their weight drop
And let that
Bullet pierce through their skull
Are moments , they feel most alive
Maybe suicide
Is meant for that
So very " special moment "
To feel alive
Just once before
You cease to exist .
