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Jungkook stared at the sky while sitting on the couch placed in the balcony
Taehyung: jungkook you wanted to talk why are you sitting here silently now
Jungkook turned towards taehyung
Jungkook: you want me to stop loving you right
Taehyung hesitantly nodded his head in yes
Jungkook: then I will stop it
Taehyung stared at jungkook with confused face
Jungkook: I will stop loving you
Taehyung felt pain in his heart hearing it
Jungkook's eyes became teary
Jungkook: I will stop loving you
Taehyung: mn good
Words were not coming out of taehyung's mouth
Jungkook: I will stop loving you but for that I need you to do one thing for me
Taehyung: what
Jungkook: be like before , I want confident , straightforward , talkitive taehyung back if you do it I will stop loving you
Be a father for your daughter
Do theses things I will stop loving you
Taehyung stared at jungkook he don't know what to say , he was feeling pathetic how can jungkook be like this
He felt like sinner he didn't want this
No no he can't take it
Jungkook will stop loving him as if it's possible by him
Taehyung knows that jungkook can't stop loving him still he is saying it to make taehyung be like how he was before why jungkook is so selfless
Taehyung's eyes were watery he was crying
Did he really this madly loved by jungkook, after seeing jungkook's love towards him he can't help but fee like thousands of knifes peircing into him
Taehyung: why
Taehyung asked jungkook, jungkook just tilted his head in confusion
Taehyung: why you love me like this jungkook ,do I really deserve this undying and pure love
Jungkook: I don't know ,I fucking don't know I can't stop loving you I feel like fucking idiot that I an't stop loving you
I tried I swear to god I tried but I couldn't I couldn't stop
Jungkook fell on his knees while crying
Taehyung sat in jungkook's level
Taehyung: please jungkook stop crying I can't see you like this , it piercing my heart your tears are killing me please do not cry please
Jungkook held taehyung's collar and pulled him closer harshly
There was a small space between them both of them were crying jungkook's hold around taehyung's color tightend
Jungkook: why you came into my life , why you made me fell for you why
I can't stop loving you I can't
Taehyung: please stop crying
Jungkook: why you fell for my sister why , I wanted to confess you that day but the same day she announced your relationship infront of everyone
Why you didn't notice me , I always stood admiring you why you couldn't see it
You bullied and teased everyone in our class but why you didn't do that to me why you made me feel like I am special
Why you always smilled at me why why you made feel like I am different from everyone why
Jungkook had enough he couldn't hold these feelings anymore he wanted to put it out
Taehyung: I don't know
Jungkook: you don't know what the fuck you don't know
Taehyung: I don't know why I did it , everyone asked me this but I don't know why I did it
Jungkook left taehyung's color and hung his head low
Jungkook: can't you just act like you love me
Taehyung: it will be bad jungkook, I have already took advantage of you and by doing this acting I would have done biggest sin I don't want it
Jungkook: why I am like this taehyung I am so pathetic
Taehyung: no no jungkook you are not
Jungkook: if Jiuen was alive how disgusting I must have looked to her
Taehyung : no no please don't say like that jungkook, loving someone is not in our hand its just happens we can't be called as pathetic for it
Jungkook: I want to feel loved by you
Jungkook said in most vulnerable way taehyung's heart crunched hearing it
Jungkook; I want to be loved by you , you don't know how I used to feel whenever I heard how loving you were towards her , at some point I started to hate her I used to feel like she was wantingly telling me that ,I used to feel like she was taunting me
Taehyung just let jungkook speak he was putting all of his thoughts out which was clearly important for jungkook in this state so he didn't dare to interrupt him
Jungkook: this is freaking crazy , I feel like I am turning into physcho, I am loosing my mind
Jungkook litterly shouted
In living room
Yoongi: namjoon he is hurting we should go
Jin: no yoongi we shouldn't , they both need this
Jimin: why taehyung is not consoling him
Namjoon: taehyung is letting jungkook put out his all negative as well as his pressure, pain out
Jungkook's breakdown important at this point
His heart will feel light after this
In balcony
Jungkook cried his heart out he cried harder and loudly whereas taehyung cried silently
Both of them were on their knees facing eachother , they were crying theirs pains out
Jungkook: I am sorry
Taehyung: no I am sorry jungkook I hurt you so much
Jungkook: you didn't even know that I was loving you it's not your fault
Taehyung: I am really sorry jungkook I am really sorry
Jungkook: stop apolizing for it
Taehyung: whatever you say but I can't stop myself from thinking that I hurt you
Unwillingly or willingly I hurt you I shouldn't have done it
Jungkook: I want you to do what I said be like before I will stop loving you
Taehyung: I
Jungkook; I will try to stop loving you
Jungkook got up and left from there
Taehyung got up and sat on the couch
he wiped his tears
Taehyung: I want to love jungkook but how
(Taehyung is still in not love with jungkook and yes he did take advantage of jungkook for his needs but it can't be said the everything was his fault, he was unaware of the fact that jungkook loved him so it will take time for him to love jungkook)
Taehyung: why did I do it , yes I never smilled infront of juniors but why I smilled seeing jungkook
I did pull Frank or bullied his classmates but why I didn't do it to him
Why ?
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Your author
Anu....
Story is going to take new turn from here maybe new angsty is ahead but not for our bunny but for our tiger a realisation is going to hit him like truck so wait for it
And I need of you all to choose between
Eunwoo, Mingyu and Kai between these three who would be good to make our tiger jealous, they are not going to be negative character just to make taehyung realise his feelings so please comment whom should I choose
