Dimmed Beacon🌑

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     The hallways get thinner each day. 

     Claustrophobia chokes my soul. Overthinking my walk is repetitive and kills my confidence. The nonobservant eyes mirror the thought overflowing my mind.

     Everything changed once I saw her...

     My thoughts were silenced.

     My vibe became smoother, and all this attraction came full force.

     "Hey babyy!!" Her curvy hips adding to her slim figure, creates a wonderful balance of beauty. This balance brings an overwhelming amount of perfection to her appearance that I can never stop admiring.

     "Isaac?" Those lips are perky and glossy, but they're slick and smart too.

     "Yo?" Her golden-brown eyes! Eyes that hypnotize me in a solitude of confusion. Swaying side to side my brain can't register anyone but Raven.

     SNAP!

     "...What's good bae!" My voice is raspy and needs clearing, yet the words still come out sincerely. She allures my attention. Not just my attention, but my mood is centering  her gravity.

     The stoicism I physically portray reverts to a smiling child. "Damnn! You look real good. Where are you going though?" My fingertip gently lifts her chin up slowly. 

     I can see her soul. 

     It's Impure and horrid.

     "Oh my gosh shut up! If you're playing stop. I'm not in the mood today. There's too much going on with me figuring out if I should drop classes or not. Then I got 3 projects to work on. On top of that there's my job they're being extra today." Hoping hearing her talk can get old. She just rambles on and on and on. "Isaac, you okay? You look anxious."

     The way she pays attention to me adds warmth to the blizzard in my chest.

      It's too late, right?

     "Aha! I'm chilling...you know." What the fuck? That response drained every bit of energy I had.

      It's because I am anxious.

      It feels like everyone knows.

      I know they don't.

      Do I want them too?

     Her hand is soft and warm. Palming my cheek her eye contact traps me once again. "You don't look like you're doing good. Did someone annoy you? Bae, I need to know!" The way she cares!

     I already know Raven loves only herself.

     I already know Raven is constantly cheating on me.

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