Making all the wrong choices they ever had,
to end up being Royally Trapped.
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❛ Why are you acting this way? ❜
❛ I feel infuriated.❜
❛ And why is that so? ❜
❛ Because I can't figure out if I should scream at you or have you screaming for me.❜
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"I think you should take a flight to Delhi, and enact the scene from Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na. He will come around, I promise."
My best friend suggests his ridiculous idea with a serious face that forces me to even consider his idea seriously even it is just for a second.
"You want me to shout 'Meow' in front of the entire airport?"
"It's a great idea. Genelia D'Souza was clean-bowled, this is just Kabir." Dheer smiles at me, his eyes twinkling with humour.
"Very funny. This idea is bullshit in so many ways. First, how are we sure he is at the airport today? Second, he is already angry at me, moreover, if you forgot let me remind you, my husband hates how mindlessly careless I act. So, I have no mood to spite him even more." I recite.
Since Kabir walked out angrily, I have been doing some much-required thinking. Conclusion?
I am dumb.
I am very dumb.
In my quest to protect my heart, I stomped over his. Hurting him. Something I really didn't want to ever do. All I was aiming at was to protect myself and to free him, but the look on his face. It pierced my soul, shattering it into pieces.
I have never seen him so dejected. I didn't realise he would assume my maintaining distance to be a sign of being scared of him, of being hurt by him. The moment we shared on that kitchen island is one of my most cherished ones. The idea of me being traumatised by his actions would have gutted him.
It just makes me angry at myself. One thing I wanted to do, I failed at it.
His eyes still haunt me. They weren't teary but there was a hint of numbness. His orbs were glinting with anger and hurt and dejected and disappointment. I had done that to him. Since he left, two days back, I have been trying to apologise to him.
I have left him threads of messages but he hasn't replied to any of them. I understand. I am trying to. I just want to know if he is fine. I know I will have to earn his forgiveness, I am ready to do it. I just need one signal from him.
