five lives

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Death, Pain, Love, Lies Numb.

trigger warning⚠️: mentions of suicide and self-harm.

Waiting to die to sink into the earth away from myself from others.

Pain, physical pain an outlet, a hobby if you will. My scars, my blood, my blades.

Love loving this boy so much knowing I don't deserve him knowing he'll probably leave like everyone else.

Lying over, over and over again telling them I'm OK fine good knowing that's so very far from the truth.

Numbness surrounds me constantly tears building up under my skin my body ready to give up and leave.

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