cement

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trigger warning⚠️:  mentions of suicide.


I want to die not because no one loves me or cares about me but because I'm so tired. I'm so drained by my own brain. I'm drained of living I just want it to end. the truth is they don't love me, they don't care about me, not the way I love them. not the way I care for them. 

It feels like I'm stuck in wet cement trying to keep moving on. It feels like I'm falling through the ground towards the earths center. I can't stand, I can't push through, it's all too hard.

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