Good and fine as gold
Shining like a star
Spreading my wings like the sun
And open my heart and let it glow like the moon
Things I never dared to do, feel or even consider!
But my confidence resemblance the moon's Phases
It is up in the sky and down deep the ocean's heart
Words lift me and then break me
Too fragile and easy to crack and blow
Stuck with the lack of confidence
Not enough courage boldness to fuel it and let it free
Always played by others like a puppet never in control, strong or steady
Always imprisoned in my own head
Dark words that keeps digging its way in my mind leaving permanent scars
Every compliment lift me up and every dark word bury me deep down
Need solid base, solid tools and solid love to build the confidence I was robbed of
I keep spinning, grinning and bearing the thoughts that keep banging
Thoughts as sharp as knives reminding me you are not enough
Thoughts that Bust and Stings
An endless void I don't know even how to fill or ignite
Yearning and crying to execute the feeling of Lack
And start cloth myself with confidence
Paint my mind with beauty
Composing with my heart's strings the famous melody of self love and self assurance
Hoping that one day, maybe one day
I will be Giving birth TO a C bud,
That will bloom in spring, a singular desire to uphold and wait for!
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Half Girl Poems
PoetryHalf Girl describes that vulnerable side of me! I believe that, It is through darkness that we shine, this version of the book highlight a dark side "the vulnerable" one, when i had zero confidence and only leaned on others to get validation, when...
