Half Girl describes that vulnerable side of me!
I believe that, It is through darkness that we shine, this version of the book highlight a dark side "the vulnerable" one, when i had zero confidence and only leaned on others to get validation, when...
I have never thought i have the choice to surround myself with flowers instead of weeds
Or that people are different and i can't get along with every person i meet
So i decided once to learn how to let go of everyone that my instinct refuse and doesn't click
But I couldn't differentiate between the fears i hold in my brain and the true feelings the heart emit
It was a roller-coaster between the bad and the good
In my mind a war between more than two wolves
Which one will win and succeed in proving the others wrong
The mind, the heart, i wonder or is it the soul?
How to balance between the three and in this journey grab the decision that will make me believe
That i have the power to choose righteously who stays and who leaves!
The debate at last came to an end
and
I decided again
To stop chasing people away
Looking for their lacks, a reason not to stay
Playing harsh conversations over and over in my mind blaming them for the way they act, behave and say
Instead of speaking my heart and wording my brain, the ideas they might easly understand
Keep pushing and pulling, having a life with them in a parallel world i created in my mind
I keep bottling up anger towards them for reasons i was the only one aware of
I wonder who are those i wish to stay!
Confusion, mistrust and fears are kneading all the reasons in my mind to just keep distance, cuz we will be safe this way!
I wonder who are the sparkly souls i want to encounter and keep
I think it is those that are healing
Those who map with me a way towards good feelings
Emm those who agrees to meet mid way, where i go for them and they come to me
Those where our Relationship is based on laughs and tears l
Shared hopes and fears
In both health and sickness we keep each other safe
Stay, are those who share happiness before sadness
They never break and they never lie
They are never ever scared of showing up
They never let me behind
Those who heal me not wound me
Talk to me instead of talking about me
Those who accept me and not explicitly try to fix me
A pass or a keep, the war between more than two wolves will stay there when in fear i sink
But i will have my compass to lead me
Towards those i will always choose to keep, treasure and hope to stay!
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