A sandcastle built on the beach that's my reflection in the eyes of the wide ocean
So weak and vulnerable each time I lean to one of it's waves, kneels down with every kiss
A sandcastle never knew the deep down ground
Nothing solid to stand on!
Wishes for long summers, calm waves and happy colors as a forever vow!
Change was what the sandcastle was afraid of the most!
Each sunset brings fear's chills
Each night keeps the walls fragile
Each wave reminds the sandcastle of the flying golden grains
Gold grains that shaped its presence, looks and way of being!
A Sandcastle that's so weak and vulnerable to let go of summer in the eyes of its builders!
It's so afraid of never meeting those eyes again!
I am the sandcastle!
So weak and vulnerable each time I got built with others words, praises, love and plans of the future!
Nothing strong inside of me to lean and decide is this what I want!
With each different presence I wear a different color that suits the presence's taste!
Kind, easy, pleasing, caring and let's finish it with loving, titles they gave me
Weak and vulnerable, titles I gave me, a miserable fake lake, full of disappointments and pains
External validation, love and caring is what I thought would take to me to the stairs of the standards
Afraid of unveiling my true special colors
Afraid of the words "who do you think you are"!
At times when I start to Drift away the words "you changed slap my face"
And back to square one, where I toss myself into a shape that suit their space
Daydreaming became my escape, from a deceiving reality,
Trying to grovel from under the doom of a Disgraced house I belong to
Trying to swallow the sour pain that envelopes my mouth
And wipe the bulre in my eyes to fit my reflection in the mirror
Trying to sing harmonical thought to ease the mind
And fix the heart strings to fit the mind's melody in this daydream reality
Connect dots that leads to the soul
And build a home with a solid roof, that's titled a heart that seeks, ways of strong and brave people's lucky lakes!
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Half Girl Poems
PoetryHalf Girl describes that vulnerable side of me! I believe that, It is through darkness that we shine, this version of the book highlight a dark side "the vulnerable" one, when i had zero confidence and only leaned on others to get validation, when...
