Piecing together the pieces, the lines and the scenes and now it is clear
Lack of boundaries have been served as my breakfast this morning
Lack of self love, self care and self cherishing a blood corpuscle missing in my veins
I have always shrunk myself to fit the mold
I have always clipped my wings to stay low and unseen
I have always been a skeptical being when it comes to my own beliefs
Harshness is the language I use when I speak to my reflection in the mirrors
A hazed view, not too clear not too ambiguate, just a shadow standing there not recognizable
It is my fault, it is my mistake I always repeat a Symphony I composed to execute myself every time I feel uncomfortable
People pleasing is what dimmed my flame
To ignite and light up my world
It is fearing the loosing, fearing to be misunderstood and misjudged
It is fearing saying "I think" a word far from being my merit
Self love or as they call selfishness and self-centered is what I fear to be called
A song I keep listening on repeat whenever I say "I want" "I love" and "I aspire to be"
I was left with a shattered mind, broken soul, heart full of holes and a body full of cracks and missing stones
I was the easily replaced, the back-up plan and the C plan
My presence serves as a punching bag for those who hate themselves
I was the river to their stones and the ocean to their garbage
They were the cloud that concealed my sunshine lights
They were the one feeding me spoons of hate, unworthiness and ugliness
I was the one whom they always put on hold
I was never been cherished or loved
By the monsters I danced for
At the end they didn't even respect me
I took it personal to the bone
When I looked to my eyes and searched for my soul
The only thing I saw is a Yearning girl saying the untold:
Let yourself stretch and expand
Let your voice be heard, be vocal and loud
Let yourself be seen, the sun shines even through clouds
It is the way you weigh in your eyes that matters
Not the opinion, the judgment nor the valence of their words that matters
Not even the way you look you should despise
Why would you choose to see your reflection in their hideous eyes?
You deserve every slice of love you gave to the untrue beings
You need to restore, Reconcile and Lavish your soul
Pleasing yourself is what will resolve the detest you hold!
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Half Girl Poems
PoetryHalf Girl describes that vulnerable side of me! I believe that, It is through darkness that we shine, this version of the book highlight a dark side "the vulnerable" one, when i had zero confidence and only leaned on others to get validation, when...
