The Heartbreak Prince (18+)

Chapter 20

Felixa's POV
"As heartless as this might sound...this is how...I feel. Hopefully...you don't have a problem with it."

"Honey...I don't have a problem with it. I never get mad at you because of how you feel. A-are you gonna go to the funeral at least?"

"If I do...it'll just to be to support my family."

"Are you gonna be able to go back to sleep?"

"Probably. Your dad's the best pop pop. He's all they need. And let's be real here. He probably wanted to see me to remind me that he sees me as the family's disappointment."

"It's bad that's probably the truth. What're we supposed to say if they ever ask about him?"

"We'll be honest and say he wasn't a nice person and we'll leave it at the until they're older."

"So...I don't need to worry about you?"

I rolled over.

"No. You don't need to worry about me. I'm okay. The girls will be here in a few weeks. Let's just move on from this and focus on them."

"One last thing then I swear, I'll drop it. Did he ever threaten to take the boys from us?"

"Oh yeah. He said we'd make terrible parents and we'd ruin them. That's not even close to being true. We're great parents."

"You're right. We are."

"They're happy. They're healthy. They're doing all of their milestones."

"Speaking of that. When the hell is Bolt gonna stop biting me? It really fucking hurts."

"It should hopefully stop soon."

"Have they bit you?"

"A few times."

"Oh good. So it's not just me? I went to freaking hug Bolty and he just full on bit me with the three teeth that he has. We should probably go back to sleep probably right?"

"True. Are you gonna make breakfast in the morning?"

"Don't I always? I'm glad that you'll be okay."

"And if I'm not...I'll let you know just like always."

"How're the girls?"

"They're okay. How many kids are we gonna even end up? Ten like that damn Taylor Swift song?"

"Do you want ten kids?"

"Are you fucking insane Axzen?"

"What? I want a big family and I'm pretty sure you said the same thing."

"Yeah but not ten. We might just have to suck it up and start using condoms or something."

"What're you gonna do if it breaks?"

"Shit. You're right. We'll figure this shit out if something happens. Holy fuck."

"Is there anything else you need to talk about?"

I started playing with his necklace.

"Do you regret dating those girls?"

"Why?"

"Just wondering."

"Yeah. I really do. Do you regret dating him?"

"Yeah. I do. I should've ran to you first. I was just really scared. I wasn't sure...I'd ever tell you. You're one of my brother's best friends. I didn't want to ruin what you had."

"Be honest. If I didn't hear Jessica say all of that shit...would you still have told me?"