Unsaid Love

twenty-seven

Taehyung came home and saw me sitting on his blue couch with boxes of fried chicken which I ordered before his arrival, his eyes narrowed in what I thought amusement, as my mouth full with chicken hung open.

I saw him removing his shoes and putting in the shoe rack beside the door.

He was looking tired and I notice how his eyes shifted from me to the TV where pride and prejudice was playing, I had watched this amazing movie many times but still can't get enough of it. Suddenly my eyes widen with remembrance of that rule book.

Please god make this devil forget about those rules.

After the conversation of morning, it was little awkward talking to each other. I don't have any word to say and seeing him standing infront of his room debating whether he should go inside or not I assume the same for him.

"Umm I forgot to cook dinner and it was already late so I ordered chicken." I blurted out hoping to distract his eyes which goes futile, also this silence is killing me, "Come here after changing I also ordered for you." I added instantly and saw him nodding.

There was hesitation in his eyes which is now shifted on me "were you went somewhere?"

"Is this his way of breaking the awkwardness?"

I blink in confusion "yeah...I had some work."

"Oh?" taehyung barely whispered before getting inside his room.

I sigh in relief and hurriedly finishing the leftover chicken in my hand I uncrossed my leg to get up to clean the scattered designs before he could come and start taunting me about how messy I am.

The first time I ever wished to kill someone is him obviously and there is solid reason in college when I move out from dorm to live in apartment as per my shitty ex-boyfriend's suggestion who was preparing for his interview and wants me to be by his side so I could pay the bill half considering he is sort of money.

Then after he got his job and started making decent amount he said it's too far from here to go at work daily so he rented himself another place, leaving me on my own.

I wanted to drown myself in deep ocean, how can I didn't notice before?

And god knows what gotten taehyung that he legit spread bullshit that I'm kicked out of my dorm because I was living like a dirty rag and polluting the dorm's healthy environment.

Still remember the quote he aggressively spitted on me "you are worse than cats, they also sit on neat places." and I retorted by saying "you are just a rat who likes to stick his nose in other's business."

I pushed back those past memories hearing footsteps coming from behind and without looking back immediately placed the collected designs on other side of table.

"Did something happened?" He asks, taking me in suprise.

"What n...no?"

Tf why did I stuttered it's not like this devil is going to eat me right?  "You're eating this much of chicken, definitely something happened?"

I snapped my head back toward him in suprise, almost breaking my neck.

how come he know about my this habit.

"No it's nothing, I just haven't eaten this for so long." I tried to sound unbothered but what my eyes see doesn't help me, his muscular physique prominently showing through the fitted black t-shirt. I could obviously imagine his biceps and abs behind those t-shirt.

Jesus Christ how the fuck he got all of those muscles, help me it's a trap.

He hummed before sitting beside me and I pretend not to realise when he slides closer to me so that our legs almost touching, I gulped as he nonchalantly took one piece of chicken wings and shoved in his mouth deliciously.