Unsaid Love

thirty-nine

Taehyung secure me in his arms, and I took shelter in his calming fragrance. He always smell so good I wonder what he use.

He close the terrace door with his leg and walk down through stairs with me in his arm.

I don't know how did I pull that bold stunt, but I can't resist him somehow it also doesn't feel wrong, still how can I excuse my action, one of the bizzare things that strain my previous relationship was I don't feel the need of giving myself to that asshole which I'm glad by the way eventhough we were together for 3 years but here we did not even pass one proper month and I'm all over him.

Wanting, desiring was okay but I'm willing to remove my dress for him how can my body betrayal me.

I know he is the most handsome man I have ever laid my eyes on, very gentle and caring but that doesn't mean that I starts to think of railing him.

The only reason you never felt or willing to do with Suho because he was demanding it, forcing it and was vocal about it. You knew it he's only stick with you for that so you deliberately delayed it, thinking that will keep him to you. Pathetic!

Don't call me out like this.

But with taehyung, you can feel his love, his eyes shows passion for you be honest didn't you felt this since day one, his gaze shows how beautiful you are, how much he wants you but restrain himself just so he could not scare you.

And as always it's true, I think somehow I'm getting challenged by his control, I want him to act like men I have met before. Because only then it will not feel otherworldly with him, I was not used to care of, no one put me above their own needs. So it's a foreign feeling for me.

"What's going on in your pretty mind!"

I lift my head to see him smiling, holy shit ever since he knows how to smile, he couldn't stop doing that and it is lethal for my little heart.

"Umm.... nothing." I replies before snuggling more into his bare chest, he peck on my forehead as I close my eyes to savour his chaste kiss.

Don't be so nice to me taehyung, I might be starts thinking I don't deserves all of your sweetness.

Taehyung open his room door and put me down on my feets, hearing the heavy raining outside reminds me of my wet clothes which now starts to itch on my skin.

I peeled off the shirt from my body and discard on ground, a loud thunder ramble outside and I lift my eyes to see him staring me, his eyes didn't flicker away from me and suddenly I feel expose under the scrutiny of his alluring eyes.

His tongue dart out to wet the lips and I follow the motion, at this moment I badly want to know what he is thinking. Did my body not look good enough to tempt him? and with each passing seconds his gaze darken as it swept over my body.