Unsaid Love

forty-four

Double update ~

"How long are you going to live away from us Chu, we missed you." My hand clutch the edge of kitchen slab as soon as I hear his voice, it been while since we talked.

"You never care about me if you did then you won't disagree with my decision oppa." the heaviness in my tone let him hear the emotions I have been concealing, after gathering all of my courage, and swallowing the guilt I finally called my brother.

He sighs heavily, definitely frustrated with me like everyone."Let's be honest he wasn't right for you and he proved it, both you and me know that if I care about anything then it's my family and you are my family—"

"Till I obediently shut my mouth and accept whatever you planned for me, isn't oppa?" tears streaming down from my cheeks as I silently sob.

"That's not true you know it. Suga hyung and I can do anything for you, you're our pride. Don't misunderstood us chu you are the one who never listens to me but please come back home, I had enough of keeping my promise to not interfere in your life."

I rolled my eyes dramatically on Namjoon oppa's remark, he was always a demanding person, a control freak who think whatever comes out of his mouth is always true, "How about you help me this time in return I'll be there at home once in a month and will do one thing you ask me."

"You should know I would it in anyway but okay I agree with this condition." he scoffs and suddenly I started missing him, maybe the loneliness I feel in these past days makes me sensitive somehow.

I told him what I want and then hangs up the phone. Dalgom came near my feet and starts licking it as if he knows I need comfort. I bent down to pick up him, he cooed in my arms.

"Let's see what yeontanie is doing." I murmur in his ear before striding towards my room.

I abruptly stopped hearing the door bell, my eyebrows furrowed as it is already very late and I hadn't invited anyone nor any of my friends says they would come tonight.

What if it's taehyung?

With just this thought I immediately dropped dalgomie on ground and shoo him to go inside room. He barks in protest but hear anyway. My heart is beating faster, chest rising in anticipation as I slowly reaches the door. Taking a deep breath I opened the door wide and my smile dropped from my lips.

"What are you doing here?" I sternly asked the guy standing before me, he was the same kid whom taehyung send to me.

"Ma'am this is delivery for you." He says and my gaze shifts to his hand holding a large bouquet of flowers, my favourite flower.

It must be from taehyung, even though he fooled you last time but it's your favourite take it.

I forwarded my hand when suddenly someone grabbed my wrist stopping me from taking the bouquet. My eyebrows furrowed as I turn my head to see who the hell is.

My heart drops in my stomach and as if someone pour a cold bucket of water on my head, I stood there in perplexion. It can't be true, why is—

"Looking at the color fading from your face I must say you know me, agassi."

"Huh?" I am dumbfounded seeing Irene unnie's mother, Mrs. Bae here.

She took the flowers and throw it on ground my gaze moves downward only to watching her crushing those flowers beneath her heels as she walk past me inside while tagging along with her that boy also entered.

What is going on? Found out you dummy and then chase them away from this house.

I came back in my senses and march behind them. She was indeed the same woman whom I seen in pictures, pale wrinkle face with grey hair, the burn still lingered in her nose from the cocaine, she look intoxicated and dangerous at the same time.