When I was a teenager I wanted to learn EVERYTHING, because I thought the more you learn the smarter you are, and not the most *gutted*, *agonised*, *confused*, *worried*, *gobsmacked* (had to google that one). Now when I learn, I want to detatch my head from my body, and kick it like a football. Any useful knowledge that would not be philosophical meanwhile, I don't have the slightest interest to activate my neurons for an hour to gobble what the fuck the smart nerds are telling me about that topic.
You don't realise how much people attribute to intelligence (all forms of it) before you are in the gutter. Then, simply walking in the streets feels illegal. It's not just pure stupidity, but any thought that may be defiant to what everyone has convened is intelligent.
Oh I want to spank my head until my skull retracts inwards like a spoon, and then scoop out some dirt to burry myself under.
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RandomI write in here when I feel insane. Read this if you want an uncomfortable trip down the crappy slumbering parts of the human neuronal slush. An ode self-hatred.
