Getaway therapy

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Erick... I can't get him out of my head... I can't stop thinking about him... maybe I'm losing my mind for real. I just need to go clubbing again as resolution. Kidding, that doesn't seem to be fixing any of my problems any more, it only attracts them. My friends think I'm on drugs. My old ex just moved into my neighborhood. My new fresh ex just revealed he was married the whole time and the cherry on top of it all is a stranger that keeps popping up when I seem to need him the most and trying my best to get away from him, also that I thought he was a possible hallucination. That was just within the span of what half a month, a week? I think that's enough for a lifetime. I'm retired. Taking a forever vacation to a sunny beach where I'll sit and drink all day judging the youth for making my same mistakes as I did and pretending I was an angel growing up. The proof is in my name is my claim. Angela is a literal angel, she would never make a mistake and date a married guy or hallucinate a hot guy because she's definitely not delusional like that. I mean at least my delusions are not ugly. I just need a little getaway. Even though I have work tomorrow and the next days after that. After I finish my work week I can go on a tiny little getaway. Where will I go? Where ever the wind takes me hopefully. It's the cheapest thing I could think of. Maybe I'll just do a little getaway shopping at the mall. Not cheap, but it's cheaper then when I went to therapy that one time at least.
Erick... damn, again. I made it just a few minutes before he reentered my thoughts like a damn pop-up commercial that I already closed, but keeps coming back again. How can I forget him like everyone else. How did they do it. He's clearly real. I mean why would I imagine his house and that shit smoothie he made. Also why do I have a band aid on my nose if he isn't real. Somethings up... clearly their trying to play a trick on me. Maybe he is in on it too... those little fuckers. It's game over now bitches. I'm not losing in whatever game their playing. Tsk- so disappointed. What is the reason for it anyways.

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