Biting Back (Completed)

"Alibi"

My trials almost here. He has not held his promise yet and neither is he in jail for some reason. I've told countless officers again and again he did it. "He has an "alibi"." they say. WHAT FUCKING ALIBI? HE WAS WITH ME AND THEN... oh my God. He must have intended on killing all those times. When I was walking past those allyways. I never saw what he was doing in the dark. What if he was just finishing one of his victims and happend to see me walk by. Why am I still alive. Maybe he pitied how dumb and miserable I am and didn't see any purpose in killing me all those times. Maybe he was too distracted by my horrible charm of ranting about my married ex. Why am I here.

Back in the cell to wait for life to slap me with something new to put me in more misery. Does this cycle of non stop shame not have an exit. I'm going to prison, were I'll spend the rest of my miserable life sulking about my ex boyfriend. I'm not ready for this. It's not like I can really prepare to go to prison or anything. I'm a weak and frail little 24 year old girl living her sad pathetic little life when a rat crawled up on her and dragged her into an allyway and pinned a murder on her. Murder, I meant murders. Multiple murders. All those innocent souls, and to think I thought he was a nice guy. I thought maybe he would be a normal good guy. Like every other little thing it must have a big twisted fuckery to be revealed I the ending. So what's the plan for me now, huh? What happens from here. What about my friends. Have they been informed. I think the whole world had been informed at this point since it is a huge case and a lot of deaths. Shit, I fucked up big time. Maybe my life is a horror movie after all. One of those teenage slasher movies from the 90s. Guess I thought it all wrong...