Love Is Us

Regrets

Pic of Cameron ^^

Cameron's POV

I walk back upstairs and into my bathroom. Staring at my reflection, I reminisce on that day. Sometimes I can't help but feel stupid for not being there for her. I often blame myself for what almost happened even though she tells me that it's not my fault.

To this day, my heart is filled with hatred, guilt, sadness, and... regret. If I would've told her how I felt before it was too late, we could have been together that night. I could have saved her... sooner.

As all of these thoughts fill my head and penetrate through my heart, I clutch my hair into my hands and fall to the bathroom floor as realization hits me. I love Audrey Nicole Circelli. No, scratch that. I'm in love with her.

Carly's POV

"Cayson! Cayson! Where are you baby?" I scream at the top of my lungs running around the house like a mad woman. Audrey was rushing closely behind me. I stop at Cameron's room and bang on his door.

"Cameron he's gone Cayson is gone and so is mom come out now!"

He steps outside of his room and I began to throw words at him left and right.

"Woah, slow down, and calm down. I can't understand a word that you are saying!"

"I said that Cayson is gone and so is mom. We have to leave right now!" His eyes go wide and I know that he is thinking the same thing that I thought.

Last time Cayson and mom went missing together, she was halfway to the airport on her way to Europe. Luckily she got stopped by the police and they contacted us immediately.

"Have you been crying?" I hear Aud say from behind me. It was then that I noticed that Cameron's eyes were blood shot red.

"Really Aud? Cayson is missing and your worried about this nigga shedding a tear? C'mon now."

Cameron gives me the evil eye.

"No Audrey, he said. Real men don't cry."

"Actually, real men do cry and they're not afraid to admit it," she says putting extra emphasis on "do". She walks away and I fold my arms and smirk at Cameron.

"She sure did tell you something about yourself didn't she."

"You know, my life was so much better when you didn't exist," he says while pushing me to the door.

"And next time you call me a nigga you're going into time out."

" Whatever, lets go."

Katherine's POV

I had to go. I couldn't stay there any longer. I grabbed my son, Cayson, and walked to the nearest park. As I was pushing him on the swing, I saw my man. My Adam. He was approaching in the distance.

"Hey Cay can you push yourself for a bit? Mommy will be right back alright?"

"Okay Mommy."

I walk the short distance between us and meet Adam in the field area. He opens his arms for an embrace which I gladly accept. We stay like that for a while just enjoying each other's company.

And for the first time in 5 years I feel... Complete. He lets go and I stare into his green eyes that were once blue. And I rub my fingers through his black hair that was once brown.

He better give me an explanation and now.

"It's temporary dye and these are just contacts," he tells me.

Tears that I attempted to hold now begin to spill over and I can feel my body shaking.

"It's okay, its okay my love. I had to leave for you guy's safety. I couldn't bear the thought of my family getting hurt so I left. You have to understand Kat. I need you to stay strong for-