I just want to lay in my bed. I will do absolutely nothing today. The pain in my head is relentless. It's persistent to stay. Pull the covers over my face and sleep until I suffocate. I hope my cat comes to rest on me. Comforting me until i drift far away. She'll more than likely eat my body before I start to decay. Can't fall asleep. Too much going on. I wonder if I'd even be missed if I was suddenly gone. I doubt it. Promises are worthless. Nobody means what they say. "I love you" is just another overused cliche. But I do have people who depend on me. And to me "I love you" is more than a phrase... Crawl out of bed. Distract myself with chores. Smile even though it's painfully forced. Someone will come along and change my view. One day I'm sure.
