not strong enough~ walker scobell

~ one

staring at a blank page with so much to say but no way to get it across is the worst feeling.

after the success of my first book i feel like i need to follow it up perfectly but with what. how do you follow up the best thing you ever created?

you can't.

i have the first day of class tomorrow and i need sleep

the next morning

5:56am

i woke up and begun getting ready for a long day dreading walking into school. it's not like i hated school or anything, it's just i am going to a new school this year and i'm not sure how to feel. at least i will have a friend at this new school. my best friend xóchitl has been going for the past 3 years and is in her senior year but i am just now going into tenth grade. you may say that timeline does not make sense because it doesn't. i was supposed to go last year but that summer i had a breakdown and i went to a special school for freshman year where we had therapy daily and alone time. honestly it was great an i wish i could stay there but my dad thinks i will do better in the real world or so he says.

xóchitl😘

xóchitl😘:

hey girl

im getting you at seven so be ready

me:

ok

xóchitl😘:

girl today is gonna go great dont stress

i sent your schedule around and a guy i know has your same classes

me:

great

who is this guy

xóchitl😘:

ok you can't get mad at me

you might know him

me:

xóchitl who is it

xóchitl😘:

his name is walker scobell

he is really cool

me:

wait isn't that the name of the guy who plays percy jackson

xóchitl😘:

oh yea he is also percy jackson

but like hes really chill

don't think about it to much

me:

well thats cool i guess but like

ew
(if you are wondering why she's not going crazy they live in la and there are a lot of actors in the community already)
xóchitl😘:

wdym ew

me:

a random guy i don't know is gonna talk to me

ew

xóchitl😘:

hes not just some random guy

bradys known him for like ever

me:

ew