You know I should really stop holding on to the past.
It was nice meeting them, but why do I feel guilty over losing them, when they didn't even care about me, and expected me to be the happy and childish, when that wasn't actually who I was. Why am I the one feeling bad about it? I already had so many shit that have hurt me in the past... I don't know why I still think about them, when it's been years. I bet they think that I'm just someone who's negative all the time, just because I was opening up my trauma to them. But why do I feel so guilty? What did I even do that I feel this way? Did I sound too rude when I talked to them back then and they left me? I don't really know anymore.
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A Writer's Block
RandomThis is where I rant because I don't want to bother people. They'll just tell me things that will worsen my thoughts on myself. I'm tired of people offering comfort, only to shit on you when you ask for it, and that is what became of this book. Mf r...
