I guess there's a sign that I should fall in love with someone real again. But nu-uh. I guess I would mostly get infatuated, but nah, I can't even pursue my fictional characters like I used to do, even though I have bought merch of my faves. I want to overindulge but I feel like I can't. Most I can do is just put a distance with my faves now, I can't indulge in it anymore. This is kinda getting bad, I can't even have that deep connection with my friends as much as I want to. It's like everything just feel distant, I don't want to get too close, it's my fault why it's distant, I just can't get close. I am too scared, I don't know. I am still scared. My intuition is warning me something yet I don't know what. Is it me ending up alone in the future, I feel like one day I'll probably have a massive downfall, I can't tell what or why. Or I don't know, maybe I am overthinking, maybe it;s warning me I'm overthinking. Maybe.... Maybe....
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A Writer's Block
SonstigesThis is where I rant because I don't want to bother people. They'll just tell me things that will worsen my thoughts on myself. I'm tired of people offering comfort, only to shit on you when you ask for it, and that is what became of this book. Mf r...
