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**tw's: hospitals, illness, strangulation**

the headscarf unravels itself / i awaken
in hospital beds & don't feel awake / it is mine / i
don't remember how it got there / how we got here / sick. someone

doesn't like to tell me things / for fear i collect & make them all mine / i used to

tell the world nothing / but
the truth / i told them nothing but / how i missed you

sometimes i miss something i never had / i gave life to all
love in my head & made it real / i live alone & made it
real / the truth                it is mine / the world hurries on & i am

insufferable / i awaken in hospital beds & it is real / before i lived there / again i never knew
how a silence could choke / i preferred your hands around my neck / you
did this to yourself / i told them nothing &
somehow that was everything / made real

again, i distance / the world it is mine made real / i live alone &
i preferred your hands around my neck / insufferable.

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