xxxxi: march madness

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**tw's: death, genocide**

well, let's make a meal out of your thirst &
my hunger. after all, it's march now. let's
set the table. let's make a meal—

how to be moving is to have meaning & the
dying are always trying to be the fastest,
hungry with the wanting to be saved,
& the rest of us wanting to save—well

what's a language called when it's halfway there?
i sob like i've just learnt how to talk to god—
i say, it's spring again, & how i'm devastated. the skies are bright & there is a genocide
happening in Palestine. i close my eyes

& bring my father a glass of water. here, i am a good daughter. someone who

would tell orpheus to just let eurydice go.
someone who hasn't ever heard of eurydice

tells me that i should have died. a song brings
no-one back to life. i know that

my lips puckered up in prayer are the flower petals opening up toward the sun. the
only prayer she knows is despair.

i awaken from a dream about my dead friend. there's

no music here. the table is laid. now it's
hailing. i still pray. my throat is closing

up, or has the feeling of closing up. but outside—
the winds have softened. after all, it's march now. medusa has cut her hair.

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