Come back // Hyunlix

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Chapter six

Hyunjin pov

Heading home after my chat with Felix I couldn't stop thinking about him. He seemed so different now, not just his looks but his personality. He was stronger and more fit. I wasn't joking when I said he should do track, he was fast. I shook my head, why the fuck am I thinking of that freak? I touch up my concealer in my car before I go inside, walking in I rush straight to my room.

Minho walked into my room and jumped on my bed. "Who let you in" I ask him slightly annoyed. "Dude your parents love me, they let me in" he says back laughing. We just laid in my bed, both of scrolling on our phones until it was time to get ready. I get dressed, putting on my usual outfit black on black on black. We head over to the party, after parking we walk in.

Both of us greeted like the gods we are, going straight to the bar to start drinking. Minho and I stayed in the room, talking and laughing with the people around us. I noticed someone walk in, everyone stopped to stare at him. I couldn't make out who it was until they got closer. It was Felix but again he didn't look like himself. He was wearing something I've never seen him wear before. Usually it's baggy clothes but everything on him was tight, he looked hot.

Wait what the fuck no I did not just say that, it must be the alcohol. The party continued, a few girls coming over to me trying to get me alone but honestly been there and done that. My eyes kept finding Felix, it wasn't like I was looking for him but he would catch my attention.

I watched as Han pulled him into the living room as they all started playing truth or dare. Laughing at all the drunk dares people were performing my eyes again kept coming back to Felix. Then some girl spoke up, I think her name was like Tonya or something I can't remember. Her voice echoed over the music "Is it true you tried to kill yourself freshman year".

Everyone's eyes were now on Felix, I watched him as he shifted uncontrollably in his seat. His eyes not coming up to anyone else, he was like looking down at his arms. He then got up and ran out the door. Han and Jeongin tried to follow him but Felix was too fast. Minho speaks up "damn that was fucking hilarious" he laughs back at me. I just nod my head and smile.

My heart began to race, I couldn't understand why but I handed Minho my cup and told him I would be right back. I left out the front door, looking around for Felix but couldn't see him. I started walking down the street, down different corners. I don't know why but something made me turn around. I went down another street and there he was. Passed out on the lawn of some random persons house.

I looked over his limp body, his sweater was dirty from falling on the ground and his knees were cut up. He must have tripped or something. I sigh, I can't really just leave him here. I picked him up but he was heavy, throwing him over my shoulder I head to my house. I didn't live far from Samantha and her brother Seungmin so it was a short but miserable walk.

Coming into my house it was dark, I put Felix's down on the couch while I look for the light switch. Finding it and flipping it on it illuminates my empty house. Good, I didn't have to explain this to anyone. Walking over to the fridge I grab some water and notice a note from my parents. "Hyunjin we had an emergency and will be gone this weekend. Do some homework love you".

I roll my eyes, this was normal honestly. Being an only child I was always very independent especially when my parents were never around. They were busy and had jobs and I didn't care. I liked being alone. But then I met Minho and he kind of got me out of my shell and it's all history from there. I start to hear Felix stir on the couch, I walked over and noticed him shivering.

I picked him up and brought him into my room, putting him down on my bed I began to take off his sweater. His limp body just laid there as I took it off. But I stopped, looking down at his arms my breathing halted. Both of his arms were covered in cuts, all of them healed over now so I guess scars. But one I couldn't stop staring at, it was different from the rest. This one ran up his arm, it was larger than the rest too.

I couldn't help but feel a pain in my chest. Like something was broken inside of me. Did I do that to him? I quickly rolled him under the covers and tucked him in. Leaving him a bottle of water next to him I left my room. Going downstairs I flop on the couch, my mind coming back to the same question.

Did I do that to him? Did he actually try to kill himself because of me? I thought they were rumors, I thought he left town because of his parents or something. It made me sick, what the fuck was wrong with me. I felt something run down my face, wiping it away I realized I was crying. I tried to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking about him, about what I put him through.

Felix's pov

I rolled over in bed my head was pounding and I thought I was going to be sick. Everything hurt. I opened my eyes but quickly shut them, the light doing more damage to me. Taking a second I feel around, where the fuck was I? Finally coming around to opening my eyes I am met with an unfamiliar room.

I tried to remember last night but couldn't. How did I end up here. Where was I? I get up and see a water bottle laying next to me, taking I gulp the whole thing down. Then I noticed I wasn't wearing my sweater. I began to panic looking around the room but I couldn't find it anywhere. I tried looking for my phone but that was missing too. Holy shit was I kidnapped?

I heard soft music playing in another room. I decided to explore. Opening the door I stuck my head out, the hall was huge. I walked out and into another large room, a flat screen posted on the wall above a fireplace. A comfy sectional couch was in the middle of the room. It still didn't look familiar to me.

Walking into the room I heard the music get louder, turning down another hall I get the kitchen. Standing at the stove cooking and humming to the music was none other than Hyunjin. I stopped in my tracks, what the fuck was I doing here.

I hid my arms behind my back and start retreating but I trip over something making me fall backwards. The crashing sound made him turn around his eyes now looking at me. I get to my feet fast, waiting for him to come over and hit me or something but he doesn't. He walks over and asks "you okay".

I was speechless, I nod my head back still hiding my hands behind my back. He smiled at me, walking back into the kitchen. Okay what is going on. Did I fall into a different reality last night or something. Who was this person and why did he look like Hyunjin but wasn't acting like him.

He calls from the kitchen, "you hungry". I walk back in slowly as he hands me a plate of eggs and bacon. I looked down and then back up to him. Still completely confused. "Why am I here" I finally speak. He turns around making a plate for himself before coming over to me. "You passed out at the party and I found you on someone's lawn" he says nonchalantly.

"Okay but why am I here" I ask again not fully understand why he helped me. "I couldn't really leave you laying on someones lawn all night" he says back to me laughing a little.  I look down at the food and my stomach growls. I realize I didn't eat yesterday except for lunch and then I had all that tequila. "Don't worry I didn't poison it or anything" Hyunjin tells me eating the food on his plate.

I almost moved my arms before realizing something else. "Where's my sweater" I ask him. "Oh it was dirty so I threw it in the washer, here wear this" he says handing me one of his sweatshirts. I put it on, turning away from him so he didn't see my arms.

I look back at the food and start eating. It was quiet but weirdly comfortable. Both of us not really knowing what to say to the other one. "So how's the project going" he says quietly snapping me back to him. "Fine, it's almost finished" I say back not looking at his eyes.

"Did you want me to finish it" he asks me. I finally found myself looking at Hyunjin. He was soft, his eyes looking deeply into mine. What the fuck was going on. "Uh sure" I say back. Finishing my food he takes my plate and puts it in the sink. "So do you want to send it to me" he asks me. I nod my head and then remember, "where's my phone".

He looks down, grabbing it out of his back pocket he handed it to me. It was shattered not even turning on. "I found it next to you last night" he says back quietly. I sigh, I can't really afford a new phone right now. "I think I have an extra phone in my room if you want to use that" he says making me look at him confused.

"Why" I ask back but he returns the look. "Why what" he says.

"Why are you being nice to me"