Come back // Hyunlix

15

Chapter fifteen

Hyunjins POV

After waking up I went down stairs to grab something to drink, I heard someone knocking on my door so I walked over and answered it. Minho walked in and fell onto my couch, "if you are going to break you hand into a mirror and leave for the rest of the day you need to tell me" he says as his face digs into the couch. I laughed at him, almost forgetting how much my hand hurt.

I looked down at it and realized it was dried up but there were still a few pieces of glass left behind. "Aye come help me bandage up my hand" I say to him walking us to the bathroom. I watched as Minho took the tweezers and got the last pieces of glass out. My hand started to bleed again but nothing crazy so he washed it off and bandaged me up.

"Thanks" I say quietly. "No problem" he trails off looking down at my hand. "You know your my best friend Hyunjin, even if we fight I am still going to be there for you" he says quietly. I grab his hand with mine, "I know dude and I'm sorry about how I have been acting but I just realize I don't really like myself and how I act" I say back to him.

Minho nods his head, "but there is nothing wrong with you, your Hwang Hyunjin, king of the high school, girls swoon over you. What could you possibly not like" he asks back. I sigh, leading him back to the living room. "Honestly that stuff is all superficial, I mean come on Minho, I am repeating my senior year, I have one real friend and bunch of random no bodies, I live by myself most of the time because my parents are too busy to be actual parents to their only child. What is there to like about that" I ask back getting emotional.

It didn't happen often, I rarely let Minho see me cry. He wasn't the lovey dovey type of guy. But he surprised me, hugging me I let myself continue to cry. "Hyunjin you are so much more than that" he whispered to me. "You are incredibly funny, and caring when you want to be. You are smart and you are going to do amazing things when we graduate" he continues saying.

I looked up at him shocked that he was being so sweet with me, "Thank you Minho" I tell him wiping away the last of my tears. We go and sit down on the couch as I try to continue to calm down. "Can you promise me something Minho" I ask him quietly, shifting over to me he nods his head. "Can we please stop tormenting Felix. It's just wrong ya know, after everything the kid has been through why cause him more pain" I say back waiting for his response.

"Honestly, I think Felix is the reason you've gone all soft and I don't get it. If its not Felix then its someone else. I just don't see myself submitting to feral Felix" he says quietly. "Do you honestly like hurting him, like whats the point Minho" I say back getting a little more upset.  "Because Hyunjin this is what we do, I don't understand why thats so hard to get" he says back raising his voice.

"Dude just get out, I'm done" I say angrily. "You want to end this friendship over some nobody, be my guest. I know you want to change but whoever you are changing into I don't want to know" he yells back leaving out my front door.

I sunk into the couch, this wasn't the Minho I met in elementary school. Why was he being so difficult like its not that hard to be a decent fucking person. I was frustrated to say the least.

I went back to my room and laid down on my bed for awhile. All I wanted was Felix, I looked down at the clock and realized it was past 9pm. I think he worked today, maybe I can go see him.

I grabbed my stuff, including another outfit incase I stayed the night and headed out. When I locked the door behind me I saw an umbrella stuck in one of my bushes. That was weird, I went and picked it up. I didn't see Minho leave with an umbrella so where did this one come from?

I looked over it, there was a tag down at the bottom, turning it over my heart stopped. It was Felix's umbrella. I ran to my car, getting in I rushed over to his house. All the lights were off when I pulled up. He should be home now so where the hell was he. I ran up to the front door and started slamming on it. "Felix" I yelled out but still no answer, where the fuck was he?

I looked around the house and saw they had a back door, going over to it I slammed into again. I broke the door off the hinges, I will pay to get that fixed later. Right now I need to find Felix, I could hear someone struggling in a room. I swing open the door, there was Felix struggling to open a bottle of pills.

His focus was on the bottle not on the person who just busted into his room, "Felix Stop" I yell to him coming to his side but he fights me. "Just leave me alone Hyunjin" he screamed at me, his voice was hoarse. I struggled with him back and forth trying to take the pills from his grasp.

The bottle flew open, pills flying everywhere, like slow motion snow falling to the ground. "Why did you do that" he screamed at me before falling to the floor trying to pick them up. I grabbed his hands, falling with him as he continued to cry. "Enough Felix stop" I say back to him, my hands wrapped around his wrists.

He looked up at me finally, his eyes were now a different color, brown orbs looking back at me. His face was bruised, a cut just above his left eye, his cheeks red and broken with tears. "Why" he whispered out to me before collapsing into my chest sobbing. "Shh Felix, its going to be okay" I whisper back holding him closer to me.

"I just want it to end, I want to stop feeling like this" he chokes out in between the sobs. "Why Felix" I ask him, he pulls his face away from my chest looking back up at me. "I am such a fucking failure Hyunjin, I don't want to be here anymore. There is nothing left for me here" he says back to me. I grab the back of his head, holding him close to my chest again as he continues to cry. "You are so much more than this life Felix, I wish you could see it" I whisper back to him.

He finally started to calm down after awhile, I could hear his sobs becoming softer and his chest started to relax. I picked him up and took him out of his room and into the living room. Setting him down on the couch I was going to clean his room of the pills but he stopped me. "Hyunjin" he asked bringing my attention back to him. "Whats wrong" I ask back softly coming over to his side.

"Please don't leave me" he says grabbing my hands. I shake my head "I would never leave your side Felix" I say back but he cuts me off, "and please don't hate me when I tell you the truth" his eyes fall to our hands. "Felix, I want to know the truth from you always and I could never hate you" I say grabbing his chin and bringing his gaze back to mine giving him a small smile.

"It was Minho" he choked out, I looked back at him confused before I put it together. "Minho was the one who hurt you" I ask back just checking on the clarification. Felix nodded his head, I could feel the rage inside of me rise. "I am going to kill him" I say back standing up but Felix grabs me, "please please don't leave me" he says quietly. I come back over to his side, engulfing him into a hug.

"I will never leave you"