Come back // Hyunlix

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Chapter Twenty Three

Felixs POV

I fell onto the ground backwards looking up at the person I feared the most right now. Minho stood there looking back down to me before he quickly came over and reached out his hand. I looked back at him confused, but decided not to take it. Picking myself up off the ground I dust myself off and look back at him, he was nervous, his hands stayed in his pockets swaying back and forth.

"Can I" he began to say but I stopped him "Hyunjin is here, if I don't get back he will know somethings wrong" I cut him off. "I know but can you just listen to me" he slurred out the last part. It wasn't until now I could smell the vodka on him, he had been drinking. "I don't want to Minho I just want to leave" I say trying to push past him but he grabs me forcing me back until I hit the wall. The push knocked my breathe away as I got more nervous, Minho's grip didn't loosen but hardened against my arms.

"Minho you're hurting me" I whimper out, realizing his hands are digging into my scars. His face changes, almost remorseful as he quickly pulls away. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that but can you give me like two second to talk to you" he yells out clearly frustrated. "I don't care what you have to say Minho just let me go" I say back getting braver trying to go around him again but that failed. He stumbled forward pushing me down as my wrists catch my fall. I could feel the pain shooting up my one arm as I landed on it.

"Why, why won't you listen to me when you fucking listened to Hyunjin" he screamed back. I whimpered again, hoping and praying the music got softer so someone could hear him and come rescue me. "I just want to fucking talk to you, but I must not be good enough for you huh" he says again, leaning down and getting closer to me. I was frozen, I didn't know what to focus on, my wrist clearly swelling up or the person in front of me.

"Did you ever think that I don't give a fuck Minho about what you have to say" I growl back drunkenly, his eyes glare at me getting angrier with me. "Why can't you just shut the fuck up and listen to me" he yells back slapping me across the face. "I-I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that. Fuck what the fuck is wrong with me" he cries out sliding his back down the door as he brings his knees to his chest. I was in shock, I didn't know what to do.

"I'm really fucking sorry Felix, thats what I am trying to tell you" he muffles out, his head hung low into his knees. "I don't care Minho, haven't you caused enough damage just let me leave" I ask again, trying to focus on leaving rather than sticking around with his drunk ass. I watch as his hand reaches up to the door, unlocking it as he moves his body over. I don't waste the moment, rushing to my feet and leaving Minho in the bathroom as he continued to cry.

I fell into people as I rushed back to the living room, I felt like I was going to be sick. The alcohol mixed with my nerves was not treating me well. Rushing out the back door I threw up in the grass. I felt a hand come onto my back, looking up with my teary eyes was a new person. One I didn't recognize. He picked me up, I was too exhausted to fight back. My body was limp in the strangers arms as he carried me back inside and up the stairs. Going into a room he placed me down on a soft bed.

"I'm going to go grab some water, I'll be right back" he says patting my head as he leaves. He was about to leave but I mumbled out, "Hyunjin". He turned around before nodding his head and leaving me shutting the door behind him. I stayed there, my eyes continued to leak as my wrist was throbbing. I was falling asleep to the rhythm of it before someone bursted into the room. "Felix, holy shit Felix what happened" they exclaim coming over to my side.

I looked up and relaxed, Hyunjin was finally here holding me softly as his eyes scan over my body. "Babe tell me what happened" he asked again, I was about to open my mouth when another wave of nausea hit me. Hyunjin saw this grabbing a trash can next to him quickly placing it in front of me as I threw up again. Hyunjins hand rubbed up and down my back as I choked out the rest of my stomach contents.

The new person appeared again with someone else, Changbin stood next to the stranger coming over to Hyunjin handing him a bottle of water. Thanking him quickly he helped give me little sips of the water. Hyunjin turned to the stanger asking them "what happened to him". The stranger shook his head before speaking, "I saw him run out of the bathroom and go outside and start puking, then I brought him here and he asked for you".

Hyunjin nods "thank you Chan". Oh so this is Chan, okay hes friends with Changbin and I think Han or Jeongin mentioned him once before. "Felix tell me whats wrong please" Hyunjin asked again. "Minho, bathroom, wrist hurts" I whisper out still trying to stay in focus of what he was asking me. Hyunjin shot up as he tried to storm out of the room, Chan and Changbin holding him back from leaving me. "Hy-Hyunjin" I whimper out regaining his attention coming back to me holding my wrist.

"I will go find Minho and kick him out, he wasn't even suppose to be here" Changbin said as he sighs and leaves with Chan who offered to help. "Felix did Minho hurt your wrist" he asked me quietly brushing some of my bangs out of my face. "He pushed me, he was trying to apologize" I say back looking down at my arms. Hyunjin notices this, pulling up my sleeves to see my scars were red and irritated.

"Did he touch you Felix" he asks back with anger in his tone. "Kind of" I say back still unable to look at him. "He slapped me but I made him angry" I continue to speak so he didn't get the wrong idea. "What do you want me to do Angel" he asked me sweetly as his hand comes to my face touching me softly. "Can we go home please" I ask back finally looking at him. He smiles and nods his head before helping me to my feet and leading me down stairs.

Han and Jeongin rush over helping Hyunjin cary me outside as they talk back and forth about me like I wasn't even there.

"What happened to him"
"Minho hurt him"
"what do you mean Minho hurt him"
"I mean what I said just help me get Felix to my car"

I just ignored them, trying not to focus on my wrist that was still clearly bothering me. Placing me in the car Hyunjin shuts the door after buckling me in. My head rested on the window as they continued to talk outside the vehicle. Not long after Hyunjin finally gets in, looking over at me before he sighed. "I am so sorry Felix" he whispers out. I didn't respond, I didn't have it in me. I was so tired and exhausted and in pain that I wanted nothing more than to just go home.

Pulling up to my house Hyunjin comes over to my side and helps me inside again, taking me straight to my room and placing me down on the bed softly. I let him take off my sweater, shirt and pants as he put me into something more comfortable. Sitting down on the side on the bed his hand comes to my back, lightly rubbing it. "Felix I am going to make a phone call I will be right back" he says before leaning over and kissing my forehead.

He left me alone and I could finally cry, the tears didn't stop coming as I continued to sob. I didn't know what I was even crying for. My wrist? Yea it hurt but not that bad. Minho? Why would I even let him make me cry. If he wanted to apologize I would have heard him out but the way he did it, scaring me and hurting me. It was like he was fighting with himself to be decent to me.

Hyunjin comes rushing back in after his phone call trying to console me, coming over next to me laying down he wrapped me in his arms shushing me. I let him wrap himself around me, it was helpful but it couldn't stop my mind from wandering. Just what the hell was Minhos problem with me?