Come back // Hyunlix

14

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Chapter fourteen

Hyunjins POV

"Who hurt you Felix, I want the truth I saw your stomach" I ask him sternly, not wanting another bogus answer. "I already told you it was some kid from school I didn't even recognize them" he says back quietly looking down at his feet. "So during this whole time, when they were bruising you, you never once looked at them and saw who it was" I ask again walking over towards him. He just shook his head as tears came down his face.

I sighed, "Felix you need to tell me the truth" I say quietly grabbing his hand. "It is the truth" he shoots up at me. "Fine Felix" I say back to him, grabbing ahold of him and hugging him. "Come on let's get ready for school" I say back quietly as we go and get ready.

The car ride to school was quiet, Felix wouldn't look over at me or talk to me. I knew he wasn't telling the truth. Maybe he doesn't trust me yet, fuck of course he doesn't trust me how could he. Pulling up I parked in my usual spot and he got out. Looking around he spots Han and Jeongin so he waves to me as he walks over to meet them.

I walk in alone going straight to my locker, opening it and grabbing out my things for the class. Minho walks up, slamming his body into the locker and sliding down it dramatically. "Who shit in your cereal this morning" I joke with him.

"Well I had to walk to school which sucked so now I am tired and exhausted and dying" he continues getting more and more dramatic.

I just stand there and laugh at him, "come on sweets let me help you to class" I say as I pick him up of the ground and walk to our first period. Lunch rolled around as Minho and I took our usual table and ate. I looked around the room for Felix, thinking maybe I'd get to see him but Minho spoke up grabbing my attention. "Who are you looking for, feral Felix" he asks laughing slightly at his own joke.

"Dude stop calling him that" I sigh grabbing more food and eating it. "No thats who he is, plus hes not around to hear it so whats the big deal" he says back sassily. "Because Minho its not right" I tell him again pushing my tray forward. "What is wrong with you seriously, last week you were so exciting your punching bag was back from the dead and now you're like all soft about it" he says back with annoyance in his tone.

"I alread told you I am trying to change" I tell him, grabbing my stuff getting frustrated. "Change for who, the Hyunjin I know and love doesn't need to change" he says back but I just walked away. I thought he was beginning to understand it but I can tell this is going to take longer for him to fully grasp.

I walked into the bathroom, putting my bag down on the ground and looking in the mirror. I looked at my reflection, I didn't like what I was looking at. I was a coward, I was a nobody. I walked through my life high and mighty because of my parents wealth and my privilege and I couldn't stand to see who I have become. It made me sick.

Why couldn't Minho grasp that I just wanted to change, that I wasn't actually happy being the person who hurt other people for some sick gratification. I didn't notice it but tears started to roll down my face. I looked back at my reflection and saw someone who was broken, someone who needed to be fixed. I felt sicker just looking at myself. I got angry. Next thing I knew my hand was punching the mirror. Shattering it into pieces as it cut my hand.

I looked down, the glass shards and my blood in the sink below me. I took a few deep breathes before wrapping up my hand and leaving school. I didn't even bother to sign out or call my parents. I just left.