Barreled Down

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by cardigfunn_uu9

by cardigfunn_uu9

Warning for cussing, mentions of self h_rm, s__cide, religious mentions, and a shit ton of negativity.

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god what the fuck is wrong with these snowflake feelings

So we've all felt our lows, and we've all felt our highs
But god fucking damnit, while you grow up it seems there's an avalanche of lows and you won't be able to dig out
Especially if you happen to be a quitter, alike.

THEY EVEN TRY TO HELP BUT HOT DAMN
THOUGH THE MOUNTAIN IS STEEP
ITS THE VERY BOTTOM THAT INDUCES FEELINGS OF GIVING UP COMPLETELY

the pastor said "give all you have, praise god instead of yourself"
he said "love your neighbors as you would love yourself"
no fuckin wonder i was a shitty fucking excuse of a friend
probably still am if we consider self projection

so fucking what if they "bully" me
its only a few kicks every few days
anything stolen can be replaced god fucking damn
karma's a bitch after all, shouldve seen this coming after all the fuckups that have happened

good thing its not a safeday so im free to make marks, even if itll be itchy
even him trying to help had encouraged me to end my fucking life because he was fed up
god
this is what they meant by "the only reason that thing exists is to be blamed"
yeah sure its because of the child that you and your near dead husband fight aisle

aisle blames because her husband constantly argues
he blames cuz im a fucking snowflake
they blame for i really fucked up bad
might as well blame myself 4 being this self centered thatmy feelings end up on wattpad

new research
the isopropyl method is out of fucking reach now
unless things get desperate enough to use the extremes, itll be painful but fucker
mite reach that at some point like hell this is edgy as fuck

being some shitty middleschooler is the leading for disaster
headphones in, wanna wind down but you know there is a risk
a really big risk

very big thanks to these initials
A, T, S, D, and N.
theyre the realest bitches around but sadly there's one that falls behind

dear whatever force is out there, please keep them safe
even if its at my expense
keep them safe or the pinnacle will crumble then everything else will follow

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god these pants irritated that part of my legs more
now they're very itchy legs
but if theyre scratched its gonna bleed again

no fucking wonder im guilty of this much shit my god after a painful day someone else felt pain
is the isopropyl really worth it???? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm we'll just have to see what comes up when more research is done, two whole bottles and maybe more