Tommyinnit Oneshot Book 3

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This chapter was empty so I have free will. And that means. I'm going to write whatever.
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TW: suicide
Short again
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I sat on the edge of a bridge, thinking about going down.

I never thought a single word could bring me to tears.

I wish you let me know you didn't need me.

I wish our favourite place reminds you of what you've done to me.

I hope you realise I'm not a toy to play with.

I think you are a horrible person, yet I can't say. As you would deny every word I want to say.

I could only dream of you listening to my words more carefully next time.

I never would've guessed you would be this dense to realise you can't always have everything, and when you got a new friend, you left me behind to rot.

I still think about you coming home to save me.

I still think about our late night hangouts.

I remember we got in trouble, you got a warning, I got grounded.

I hoped for you to stay.

I hoped for you to see what you've done become.

I wish you knew how full of yourself you are.

I don't know what I've ever done wrong.

I know I'm not always nice to people but I tried.

I tried redeeming myself.

I'm sorry.

I jumped.