Fifteen
Two 2 years walked by,
Yet still stucked in goodbye
Look who's making alibis
Just so she could fly
I'm in another set of maze
Four years but still in daze
It's hard to start a new phase
With the fears I struggle to face
I stood under the streetlight
Watching the Girl on spotlight
I saw all her daydreams,
She even built her own realm
I moved forward to eighteen
It's a secret-but I'm still fifteen;
Still felt like the kid on lockdown
When nothing to do but frown
My world did not stop revolving
My view everyday is changing
I am open to alteration,
But why swifting the decision?
You left me no choice but to get along
With all the change I did not prepare long
I wanna keep my voice for a song
I'll sing, but for how long?
I think this is only anxiety
The grudges all I carry
Or maybe not?
What if the business did not?
I shouldn't lose my sanity
Just because I feel out on reality
But how long will I bear the lunacy?
My growth is only two years delay
I still feel like a fifteen old
When I'm already an adult
Two years that kept me home
Stopped my age bloom
I'm still not ready
To face all in reality
But I will try to get along
I'll practice it long
Yet, still fifteen-that's I believed
The two past years will be grieved
But I will continue to try it all out
I want my grudges to be voiced out
