Stumbled
She almost creased the paper
It was a paper of prediction
A powerful tool caused failure
It ruined everyone's expectation
Forced laughter kept in corner
"At least got a passing score "
But what everyone doesn't know,
It will cause another river in the night
She will continuously overthink
Repeating all the mistakes she got
That she wished she could've change
She begged to be one of 'them'
Just once, in this lifetime
Once that would keep 'forever'
Once that won't feel insecure
Once will make her strive more
She hid her face, yet she's all alone
Will it ever change in the future?
Constantly comparing herself to them
It's inevitable, she felt so belittled
Second, third and last
It's an unpredictable circle
"No, it's not enough"
"You won't ever know how it felt"
Failures and it's consistency
Having a terrible habit
Failing miserably and repeatedly
From the things she said will meliorate
"Can't it be always on top?"
She have received so many lessons
Yet wasn't enough, still and will
"What a failure I am"
