Infatuated Desire

Claiming His Right

Past

Before six years

Deep blue eyes stared into silver gray eyes where she can clearly see her reflection.

"Is it necessary to always confess in words?"

He mischievously asked her. On her answer, those blue eyes sparkled in smiling.

"No, it's not necessary every time. But what about my heart which always wants to listen to this single word from your mouth."

He said taking her delicate wrist in his strong hands.

"Your these words give peace to my heart that's why my love. Have some mercy on my poor heart and tell it how much you love me."

He said in his emotional voice while entangling his fingers between her fine fingers.

"If that's it then listen Asfand Yaar Khan no, Asfi I really love you. I love you Asfi more than anyone even myself."

Staring into his eyes she said with love stricken voice. Not only her tone but her every gesture spoke volumes of her love for him. And he can easily decipher it.

"I also really love you, Sanam. I really love you and I can't think of living my life without you."

Saying in a trance, she felt him quite closer to her heart. Right now they both were sitting in an abandoned place at the university. Here the students rarely come.

"But Asfi, it's your last semester and without you, I will be totally alone."

Thinking of his separation she made a sad voice. It was her first year in the university while Asfi has the last one.

"Don't worry my love. I already find the solution to this problem."

With a smiling face, he was taking in heart her face. He sometimes was in disbelief that how his life was changed in these few months.

He doesn't know when he becomes the friend of Sanam and when his friendship changed into love. He still accurately remembers that day when he saw Sanam for the first time at the university.

Like a crazy man, he used to stroll into her department just to glance and see her face for once.

There was so much intensity in his love that it wasn't hidden from Sanam for long. And then she has to bow to him considering his extremeness.

"What do you mean? What kind of solution?"

Unknowingly, she gazed at him.

"I mean that tomorrow I want you to meet with my dad. I want to tell him that for me and him, I have found a daughter-in-law."

He mischievously winked at her. While her face turned red in shyness at what he just told her.

"But how I can meet with your dad and then on the other side no one knows in my house."

Now she got a bit nervous.

"Dad also knows nothing but first of all I want you to meet with him so that he talks with your parents because I want to name you to myself before I leave the university."

He said with his serious voice and his eyes was fixed on her face taking in her each single face feature. The girl sitting near him has become the purpose of his life. And he wants to name her to himself as soon as possible.

"But I am not getting how I can? In my home, if someone knew about it then it will not be good for me."

She got tensed crackling her fingers. And this worridness was clearly visible on her face.

"No one will know about it. You just trust me. If dad knows about it then everything will sort out for us. Because I am hopeful when he will talk to your dad then your dad will agree."

He knew about Sanam's father strictness as Sanam already told Asfand about him.

"Alright, I can't stay very long here as you already know this."

She believes in him more than herself so she immediately got agreed. Now he is also very special to her and she wants to spend her whole life with him.

"Fine, then be ready tomorrow."

He said while adoringly tucking the locks of her hair from her face behind her ear.

"Ok, now I am going. My class is about to start."

Getting nervous from his outspoken eyes, she got up and picked up her bag, and ran out from there.

She was unaware of her surroundings and that two eyes were watching her from very far and chased her departing figure till she disappeared.

*********

In his deep slumber, as he turned to another side his eyes opened on feeling someone's presence on the bed.

As he opened his eyes, he found Sanam sitting beside him on the bed. Now sleep wiped from his eyes and he was fully awake.

She was crying sitting on the bed wearing his shirt only. And because of her sobbing Asfand's sleep was disturbed and he woke up.

He glanced at Sanam's messy face. Her makeup was totally ruined because of her crying and sleeping. He wasn't feeling a little bit guilty for what he did with her last night.

To Asfand it felt she is liable for that considering what she did with him six years before. And after listening to cheap words for himself from her mouth, he was totally shocked then.

While it was Sanam who deceived him and it was Sanam who did wrong to him. And on top of that, she was speaking nonsense to him so he lost his cool and can't control his outburst.

For quite some time, he was lying silently listening to her sobbing. Though he just slept a while earlier, now the constant sobbing of Sanam was irritating him instead of making him feel guilty.

"What the heck you are up to early in the morning? Stop your crying. I was sound sleeping, and you disturbed my sleep."

When it was enough for him to listen to her sobbing, he lied straightly and asked her irritatingly.

Sanam, who was busy in her crying, was startled and jumped in her place listening to his deep voice. And then she gazed at him with complaining eyes for the mercilessness he did with her last night.

He was also staring at her with a cold expressionless face.

"And what about this that you did with me last night? After ruining everything Asfand you are worrying about your sleep."

With tear-filled eyes, she was complaining to him. But it wasn't impacting the one in front of her.

"Tell me, what I did do?"

Without a shirt, his muscular body was quite apparent and on top of that, his deep speaking eyes were making Sanam heart to start beating abruptly.

"You..... You forced yourself on me. I......"

Before she can complete her sentence, with a jerk Asfand yanked her closer to himself, and Sanam, who was not ready for this, fell on his chest like a fragile doll.

"Don't you dare, if you again use this cheap word.....? You are my wife. And I have every right on you."

He roared harshly tightening his hold on her both arms. In wrath, his nerves were popping out and clearly visible to her.

Whatever was, Sanam felt like losing her life in his that much intimacy. Looking at his stern face, Sanam tried to wet her throat.

"Asfand, you were not like this."

Being shirtless, Sanam's hand became sweaty on feeling the warmth of his body.

She immediately tried to get up from him but Asfand failed her attempt and wrapped his arm around her delicate waist and pulled her closer to his chest.

"You are exactly right, I wasn't like this. You himself killed that Asfand who used to love you. And you can't stop that Asfand from taking his legitimate right."

He said staring at her trembling lips. His heart was luring him to take her lips and to fulfill that aroused wish of his heart, he further leaned on Sanam.

Sanam, who was already scared of his that much intimacy, the heart was about to come to her mouth on seeing his tightening hold around her waist.

She tried to free herself from his grip but Asfand kept on holding tightly closer to himself. He rolled her down on the bed and now he was on top of her.

On that, Sanam's breath hitched. With wide-opened eyes, she was staring at Asfand who was hovering over her. And on that, Sanam's heart started beating wildly.

She was already scared about what happened last night and now his warm breathing on her was burning her face. Her heart was also fluttering for his intimacy.

"Perhaps you have not listened to me properly, I have to tell you again that you can't stop Asfand Yaar Khan."

As he said that, he bend on her face, and without giving her an opportunity he locked his lips with her trembling lips.

Sanam's whole body went numb on feeling his touch she tightly closed her eyes. She squirmed and try to release herself but Asfand squeezed her by her wrist.

With her other free hand, she placed it on his shoulder to part herself from him. But he was ignorant of her resistance and like a crazy man he was ravishingly kissing her.

Like last night, his extremeness was making Sanam lose her sanity. Her eyes which were about to shut on his extremeness instantly opened on feeling his teeth engraved in her lips.

She squirmed and pushed him back and Asfand with a jerk get away from her. He was now staring at her who was lying with her closed eyes steadying her uneven breathing.

Sanam has to open her eyes on feeling the pain in her lower lip, she touched it with her finger and saw the blood on her lip.

Looking at her blood, she was infuriated and glared at Asfand.

"If from now on you tried to stop me, then otherwise you will have to suffer from pain."

With a scoff on his face, he got off her and slide down from the bed, and stormed to the washroom.

While seeing his this demeanor, Sanam hide her face in her hands and started crying.