Infatuated Desire

Unintentional Plan

"Are you going somewhere?"

As soon as Hadia entered the room she finds Wadan busy getting ready, she can't stop herself from asking him while fidgeting with her fingers.

As he was busy to quickly done with his preparation but his moving hands stopped for a moment on listening to her voice. But he didn't bother to look back at her.

"Yes, I am going for some business-related work."

He said without glancing at her.

Hadia's eyes moistened and tears were about to roll down at his behavior and his short answering her.

"I'm watching you since yesterday you are avoiding me Wadan. Why is that so?"

She said hardly controlling her tears which were about to fall. Wadan indifference towards her was beyond Hadia's endurance. As she is a girl with a delicate heart so she can't endure all this.

"I can never avoid your presence. You have some misunderstanding."

He said picking up his coat from the bed and wearing it. While still, he was avoiding to look at her.

"If that's so then why are you not talking with me since yesterday? Why are you forbidding yourself to look at me? Tell me."

Now she came to stand right in front of him. With watery eyes, she was looking straightly into his deep black eyes.

Last yesterday how much happy she was as her Wadan was near to her. She doesn't have anything else in her life.

But when she woke up in the morning then she was completely alone there. Wadan left her alone without waking her up from the study room.

For a good amount of time, with void eyes, she kept staring at the place where Wadan was present the whole night. It feels to her that after that night perhaps the distance between her and Wadan will have vanished. But nothing happened as such.

In fact, Wadan further widened the distance from her.

"Hadia I don't have any time for your useless talks. Move away from my front. I'm getting late."

Now he was fully attentive towards her and said in his quite strict voice.

Hadia was standing right in his front with her questions which he was saving himself to not answer it.

"Then it means what all happened that night is useless for you. Whatever you said, it means nothing to you."

With teary eyes, she was gazing at him and asking him questions. Wadan diverted his eyes on finding tears in her eyes.

"What are you talking about Hadia? I didn't get anything."

He was clearly telling lie on her face.

He was very angry and frustrated with himself for the way he lose himself in her at that night. How he can tell her the state of his heart and confess his love?

He has to distance Hadia from himself than how he can do such a big blunder.

How he can give her the reason that makes her come closer to him?

"You are telling a lie. You know everything. It's just that you are denying in my front."

She said getting wriggled in a rasped voice.

But he kept standing staring at her with a cold and expressionless face as if Hadia's tears were not affecting him a bit.

"If it feels to you that I am telling a lie then you remind me. Maybe I remember what you are actually talking about."

He arched his brow and took a step to further come closer to her. While his asking, Hadia's face turned red in shyness. How can she say that what happened between both in front of Wadan?

Now she forget her crying and started chewing her lip painfully while standing confused in front of him and twisting her delicate fingers.

"If from now on you did this act in front of me then I will break your fingers."

He set free her lips from her teeth and also let her hand free from her fingers while saying to her in a strict tone.

From the beginning, he really dislikes Hadia's this act.

"You are changing the topic."

She said with lowered eyes.

For the sake of her love, she was bending in front of him as always.

"Hadia I am getting late for a very urgent meeting."

He sided with her and moved forward because now this girl was further intensifying his anger.

And by the way, he can't take control of his angry nature for a very long time. And he doesn't want that he vents his anger on her.

"First you look into my eyes and say that you don't have any feeling for me in your heart. What you said was all a lie."

With watery eyes, she was standing in front of him and asking the question.

"Hadia I told you to stay away from me. There's no place for a word like love in my life then why are you not getting a simple thing."

Wadan, who was trying to suppress his rage for a very long time, lost his cool and burst on Hadia's question.

He harshly held her by her both arms and pinned her to the wall. With glaring expressions, he was asking her.

Hadia wasn't expecting Wadan this reaction. She trembled in her place at the way Wadan reacts.

"Wadan leave me. It's paining me."

Hadia felt his fingers thrusting in her arms as the way he was harshly grasping her. Because of the pain, her eyes started brimming with tears.

Like a cruel man, he kept standing there and staring at her face.

"If you want to save yourself from pain then stay away from me."

He pushed her away mercilessly which causes her to fall on the bed and he dashed out of the room.

For once, he didn't turn to look back at her and neither did he want to see her.

If he saw then he wouldn't have left her like that. But sometimes we have to distance ourselves from those people with whom we want to spend our life.

And right now how much his heart was paining, only Wadan knows its pain.