Infatuated Desire

Pleasing in Her Pain

On the bed, he was tossing right and left restlessly and then glanced at the time on the side table clock. It was indicating one o clock of the night.

After glancing at the time, he raised his neck and glanced at the sofa but like before he found the sofa still empty. An unknown restlessness was running in his body.

He again turned to his right to try to sleep but sleep was far away from his away considering his condition.

For the last two hours, he was in this state. For a single moment, he wasn't feeling peace.

And the reason for his this restlessness is the presence of Sanam with Haadi in the lounge. They were still sitting there watching a movie.

And here he was alone in his room restlessly tossing to right and left.

After that night, a confrontation between him and Sanam rarely happened. She used to come late at night into the room when he drifted to a deep slumber. And she used to wake up early in the morning and came out of the room before his awakening.

But meanwhile, the friendship between her and Haadi has deepened. And at least Asfand wasn't approving it a bit. A wave of jealousy ran through his body whenever he used to see them together.

It wasn't that he was angry with his brother but it was just that he doesn't like Sanam's closeness with Haadi. He used to scoff at himself on seeing them together with each other.

Still, he was in this condition. For a while, he kept lying like that and when sleep didn't come to him he switched on the light and got up with a jerk. He was running his hand on his face to subside his inner outburst.

A moment passed when he was sitting when the door of the room was opened and Sanam came inside.

Taking slow steps, she moved towards the sofa unaware of the Asfand's penetrating gaze on herself. And when in yellow light illuminating in the room her eyes went to Asfand sitting on the bed. Her feet halted right at that place.

Sitting on the bed he was gazing at her. In the dim light scattering in the room, she can clearly see his facial expressions.

Don't know why but Sanam felt her throat getting dry.

"From where are you coming at this time of night?"

In the silence of the room, his deep and deadly voice resonated in the room. He knew from where she is coming but still, he feels it was necessary to ask her.

Sanam, who was ignoring him and was about to lie down on the sofa, stopped at her place on Asfand's cold voice. She looked back at him who slide down from the bed and took heavy footsteps came near her.

"I..... I and Haadi were watching a movie so I didn't know about the time."

His demeanor has made Sanam's throat dry. After that day a fear developed in her heart for Asfand.

"Leaving your husband alone in the room you were sitting with his brother and watching a movie. Does it comes in the obligations of a dutiful wife?"

His face was void of any kind of emotions. Boring his deep blue eyes in her face he stood at a handful distance from her.

"For you, this relation is only limited to a paper. Then from where comes the point of obligation in this?"

Fidgeting with her fingers and standing with lowered eyes she was reminding him of his saying. While she was unaware of his reaction as her response made a frown appear on his forehead of Asfand.

"What do you think after that day is there something left to paper yet?"

Saying in a stern voice, he wrapped his strong arm around her waist and pulled her closer to himself.

Sanam, who was not ready for this attack, straightly collided with his chest on his pulling. In fear, she gazed up at him who was staring at her with a cold look.

"Asfand leave me. I am feeling sleepy."

Sanam said in a trembling voice on feeling his hold tightening around her waist. She put her hands on his chest to create some distance between her and him.

But he gripped her by her wrist and took it to her back. Now she was completely in his grasp.

"You didn't feel sleepy while watching the movie or I perceived it that you don't like the intimacy of your husband."

He leaned forward on her face and applied more force on her wrist. Now their faces were merely an inch away from each other.

"Asfand, please let go of my hand. I am feeling pain."

Sanam was getting scared of his that much intimacy. She felt her soul just leave her body on feeling the warmth of his breathes on her lips.

"If you are feeling pain then endure it as now you have to endure more pain."

Ending the remaining little bit of distance between her he leaned on her face and took her earlobe between his teeth and pressed it. A shrieking sound escaped from her mouth because of pain.

From her earlobe now his lips were grazing down to Sanam's neck. He was showering her feathery kisses on her everywhere while tightly clutching her closer to himself.

He was so intense in his ravishing her that Sanam felt her feet getting numb and lifeless.

With her one free hand, she was strongly clutching Asfand by his arm while her other hand was still in Asfand's grip holding it behind her back.

"Asfand, what are you doing this? L...... leave me."

Sanam's body was about to become lifeless when she felt her shirt was slipping away from her shoulder. Instantly, the scene of that night rolled in front of her eyes.

She puts her hand on Asfand's chest to try to get him away from herself. But Asfand, who was still leaning on her quenching his thirst of her, made a frown on seeing Sanam resisting.

In a jerk, he distanced himself away from her and harshly gripped her by her mouth.

"Till yesterday you were yearning for my one look then today why are you showing me these tantrums?"

He squeezed her by her mouth and roared at her. And along with that he further deeply pierced his fingers into her waist.

Sanam's eyes became watery on seeing his harshness with herself.

"You wanted my attention, right? So now I will give you my full attention."

He let go of her mouth and leaned forward on her lips. The sobbing of Sanam was suppressed by him when he locked his lips with her.

He was deeply and passionately kissing her. Sanam's eyes were filled with tears and a silent tear escaped from her eye and slipped on her cheek.

Asfand was in a rage about why Sanam was making resistance and letting herself free. So now he was venting his anger on her in another way i.e. by physically torturing her.

He was hovering over her face stopping her breathing by locking his mouth with hers. When Sanam felt she was out of breath then this time using her full force she pushed him away.

And she succeeded in doing so. Now they both were breathing heavily. In the silence of the room, their fast breathing was the only thing resonating there.

Putting her hand on her chest she was steadying her uneven breathing and gazed up at Asfand who was staring at her with deep eyes.

"What happened wifey? My only small attention has made your condition that worse."

He tightly held Sanam by her arm and pulled her closer to himself. While his eyes were still fixed on her red lips.

"I told you before and now I am telling you for the last time if you tried to stop me then you will have to face its pain."

He gave a long detailed gaze at her figure and then with a jerk he let go of her arm and moved toward the bed.

Sanam felt a relief surge in her when he turned back. But he again instantly pulled back towards her.

"And yes, if again you come late in the room then the rest you are wise enough to know."

He left his sentence in the mid and lay down on the bed switching off the light. He said whatever he wants to say and left his anger out. So now he will take a sound sleep.

While Sanam was still standing near the sofa for a long time looking at him lying on the bed in the dark.

Nowadays the behavior of Asfand was beyond her understanding. First, he was the one who used to tell her to stay away from himself. And now he was the one who don't miss an opportunity to not let her go away.

And to give her pain, he was coming closer to her more for that.