Darling,
Your eyes remind me of the beautiful blue sky and the Bahamas water
The touch of your skin to mine is one of my favorite physical feelings
Your hair is so soft it feels like I'm playing with a ball of fuzzy yarn before knitted
Your lips feel like smooth warm sand when pressed into mine
Your hands always fit perfectly around my body or my face and are able to hold mine without any trouble
Your thighs
Your fucking thighs are so soft and squishy I could sleep on them for hours
You
You remind me of my favorite stuffed animal when I was younger
Either I would just be holding it because I missed it or I would be at my dads and I'd be in the room holding it as tight as I could because it made me feel safe
Or when I slept I would hold it as close to my body as possible
Because waking up and it being gone was my worst nightmare
When I would lose it I wouldn't sleep or do any human bodily function until I got it back
You to me are the most precious boy
You are my precious boy
And I would put my life on the line to keep it that way
I'm crazy for you and believe it or not I have over a million reasons telling me to jump
To use the blade I have in my phonecase or the glass I have in my room
Telling me to pull the trigger
Telling me to light the flame
Telling me to run away
But then I have you
My one reason telling me to get away from the edge
To put down the blades and glass
Telling me to set down the gun because it's not even real
Telling me to blow out the lighter
Telling me to stay put and just breath
And I listen to you
I hear you over everything else because your the only voice I care enough about to want to hear
I would take out both my earbuds just to hear something silly you wanted to say
You are my Jack
And I want nothing more
Than to be your Rose
Darling.-AdamLVentura
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Adams Poems
PoetryThis reading contains some triggering topics including the following | Self Harm | Suicide | Physical/Mental Abuse | Drug Abuse | Mental Ilness | Trauma. If you get triggered by any of these topics I do not suggest reading. (also spelling is stupid...