I'm swallowed
I've been digested
I'm no longer here
I'vebeen gone
I've been lost
For years
I'm confused of who I am
I'm confused on hwy I'm here
Why am I here?
To...
Help?
No, I don't do that very well
To, love?
No, I don't know how
So...
If I'm not here to help?
And I'm not here to love?
Am I just here...
To be here?
I mean
I do that quite well
But that's not why I wanna be here?
I want to love..
Even if it's just him
I want to learn
I want to learn to love him with all of my heart
I don't want to hurt him
I don't mean to
I don't know why I do it either
I love him I truly do
I don't mean to hurt him..
I swear
I only ever want to love him with everything I have
With everything I've got
I want to show him
He deserves the world
Even though I can't give the world
I can at least try to give him care
Reasurence
Trust
Appretiation
Recignition
My heart
The least I can do...
Is give him my heart.
-Adam L Ventura
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Adams Poems
PoesiaThis reading contains some triggering topics including the following | Self Harm | Suicide | Physical/Mental Abuse | Drug Abuse | Mental Ilness | Trauma. If you get triggered by any of these topics I do not suggest reading. (also spelling is stupid...