You said you love my personality
But from what I know I don't have one
I watch the girls in silver and gold
I watch the boys in red and blue
I watch the girls I see online and follow whatever they say and do and if they don't like someothing
Neither do I
The girls in leggings and crop tops put their hair in messy buns with thin strands hanging out the sides and infront of their face
So from when I leave my house in the morning to when I get home
That is how I will wear my hair
The girls with body's like a dream and hair like the wind hold their phones with only one hand
So from when I take my phone out of my pocket to when I out it away
That is how I will hold my phone
My friend makes a joke about another girl and everybody laughs
So I take it back to my real friends
But they don't laugh
In fact
I don't either
My friends act certain ways
So naturally I follow
I wear the clothes
I wear the makeup
I say the jokes
I do the things
But none of them are my own
You said you love my personality
But really you love the girls in gold
The girls in silver
You love everyone I pretend to be
I am everyone I pretend to be
Because whenever we've gotten out of line
It was when I was only trying to be what you say you love.
-Adam L Ventura
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Adams Poems
PoetryThis reading contains some triggering topics including the following | Self Harm | Suicide | Physical/Mental Abuse | Drug Abuse | Mental Ilness | Trauma. If you get triggered by any of these topics I do not suggest reading. (also spelling is stupid...
