Dear Daddy

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by AdamLVentura

by AdamLVentura

Dear daddy,
Hi daddy, It's your little princess! I miss you a lot and I can't wait to see you this week and sleepover! I'll bring snackies and we can watch horror movies like "IT" and stuff. I'll call you later tonight! bye, bye, I love you!

Dear daddy,
Hey daddy, it's Pey, I miss you, I'm sleeping over this weekend still right? Mommy said I need too because she has work. I'll bring my phone Incase someone calls for you, and I'll try to find some movies for us to watch. I'll call you later tonight okay? I love you.

Dear dad,
Hey dad it's Peyton, mom's dropping me off later today so she can go to work, she said she'll pick me up around 10:00 tonight, I'll see you later, I love you.

Dear dad,
Hey, mom is dropping me off next week for fathers day, she said she doesn't want me sleeping over. I'll text you when I get there. Bye, love you.

Dear Josh,
Hey, moms driving me over to grab my stuff, wait outside to let me in, thanks.

Dear Josh,
Stop trying to call and text me, I blocked you for a reason. And stop calling me princess and peanut, I stopped seeing you weeks ago.

Dear somebody,
You know what youj did to me, you know what you did but yet you blamed everyone but yourself. I can't believe you could cause all of this damage to people you claimed to love, and expect everything to stay okay. I loved you at one point. Now, just leave me alone.

Dear nobody,
I kicked you out of my life years ago, stop trying to contact me and stop contacting my mom, you think that saying sorry will fix everything but the plate is still broken, so don't even try. You hit mama, you made me scared to be me. You had such high expectations for me for shit that only mattered to you. Over working me, making a young child work out in a disgusting garage. You sceamed at me for wanting to stop because it hurt, you'd scream at me for almost anything. Now I can't even hold back tears when someone jokingly raises their voice, now whenever I hear about any type of abuse, DV, SA, rape, Animal, self, etc. I instantly believe the abuser should forever go through the most gut rentching torture until their death. Fuck you, I hate you.

Dear somebody,
Hey, mom told me your sick, that sucks.

Dear Josh,
Mom told me what's actually going on, just go to the doctor for fucks sake.

Dear dad,
Hey dad, I wont lie, I'm scared. I still hate you, but I still love you even after everything you've done, it made me who I am today. It all happened to soon in my life, I never got a real childhood, but now I can proudly be the one to take care of my friends when their own family wont. You constantly lied, over and over and over again, lucky for you, that gave me the ability to see right through peoples lies now. You'd sneek up on me and mom thinking it was funny, either to grab us, or hit us, or kiss us. You'd break out into random rage fits out of nowhere, you'd threaten me or someone else while I watched. Now, I have great intuition, for everything. I can tell when something is wrong with someone, and what type of emotion they might let show. I can tell when someone is behind me or is targeting me, I know how to prepare for it now so I can't get hurt anymore. Thanks dad.

Dear daddy,
Hey daddy, it's me, your little princess remember? I don't want you to die..why, why did you have to be such an idiot, fuck you, fuck you, you fucking idiot, why!? Just go get treated...please. Don't make me say goodbye yet...I love you.

-Adam L Ventura