Adams Poems

I Miss You But I Don't

I miss you but I don't...
I miss when we'd stay up all night playing with my new toys
I don't miss you
I don't miss when I'd wake up before you and have to sneak out of the room
If you cought me I'd get yelled at
I miss you
When we'd watch scary movies in the living room after being yelled at to go to bed and told not to let me watch them
I don't miss you
When I had to stand in front of you and push you out of the door away from my mother
You were holding something sharp to her
I miss you
When we'd play a game my little mind made up in the hot summer sun
I don't miss you
When I'd spill my water by accident-
(It|was|an|accident|i|was|5|and|you|yelled|at|me|while|holding|my|wrists)
I miss you
When it was late and you were tired but all's I wanted to do was play and play like a happy little girl
so you did
I don't miss you
When you'd promise me you were done again-
(why|you|promised|me|again|again|again|again|you|relapsed|you|lied|again
why|would|you|lie)
I miss you
When I'd be tired so you'd let me lay on your chest because laying on someone while they rub my back is the only way I can fall asleep
And you knew that..
I don't miss you
When things wouldn't go your way so you'd throw things and screaming
(throwing|them|at|me|me|your|babygirl|your|only|child|me|you'd|hit|me|yet|you|still|cryed|like|a|little|bitch
when|i|left)
Were you expecting me to stay?
Were you expecting me to stay?
(I|hate|you|i|fucking|hate|you|!)
I miss you
No..
No I don't.
                 -Adam L Ventura