Hard To Give (ℭ𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔩𝔢𝔱𝔢𝔡)

9• DADA

  
  
 
Opening my house, I inhaled the smell of home mixed with grandma's cologne in the air. Seeing as she was here just yesterday.

"This is it." I stepped out of the way so French can step inside.

He smiled, holding a sleeping Yusani who got attached to him since they met three hours ago.

Grandma only packed for Sani but I'm surprised by the things French hid in his truck. A newly bought car seat that he set up for Sani. It's all black except for her name being embroidered on the straps in pink.

My hurting eyes are proof that I've cried, seeing reality and accepting what is next to come.

Another thing daddy is in on, and I couldn't wait to see him so we could talk things out.

French came in and I closed the door behind us to start the air conditioner.

"I love your style." He compliments.

"Thanks." I blushed, looking around at the place I never grew tired of seeing. This is home.

I didn't have a particular color theme, but everything does fit in. Making it clear that females live here and I do enjoy art, fur, stuffed animals and entrance beads.

It all blends in well with Sani's baby things and even her baby smell.

"Har room in there." I point left of the hallway.

He smiles and walks there while I followed.

I switched the lights on and waited for his reaction.

"Wow." He laughs. "This is a hot."

I laughed, walking over to her much smaller bed. Changing the bedding and to make sure nothing crawls or flew in to bite or irritate her.

He places her on her stomach and it's the right position to let her enjoy her rest.

Then he puts his arms around me and looks around her room more interestingly.

The four walls has different colors as a background for the cartoon characters and girly arts I painted on.

She has two princesses of her skin tone on both sides of her little standing mirror.

A stylish butterfly mosquito net over her bigger princess bed and the headboard is customized as a kitty's head, while the tail is curved at the footboard.

She has her changing area that will one day be her study area. Her own walk-in closet with her name above the door, it is where I store her things.

The miniature furniture is where I have her actually things that I use regularly, as she had enough space for lots more.

Daddy worked to make me comfortable and that too for Sani.

"This further proves that you're an actual blessing in my life." He whispered, giving me more tingles all over my body.

"How so?"

"You're an awesome mom, Zayelle." He presses a kiss to my ear.

"Let me show you the rest." I took his hand from around me and took him out of the room, giving him a tour.

There wasn't much to see but it all meant something to me as it's a great achievement for a female to have. A single mom at that.

On the outside, it looked plain and neutral while the inside had all the luxury that I hid.

I don't invite stranger to my house and my family only ever visits when it's necessary.

"Just two bags?" He leans comfortably on my bed, watching me pack.