I set my pen to paper
and say the prayer to summon my other self
and she appears, smiling like a muse
who has just taken half a hit of acid
and probably some poor virgin's innocence, as well –
Politely, for once, I ask in meek and deferential tones
if she has seen my better nature anywhere recently;
it seems to be gone, along with my guilt
and my familial ties and my money;
for I had always assumed that the other three
brought the first along
like a distant and priggish maiden aunt –
And the muse laughs,
and tells me how much nicer I am
now that I'm not trying to protest my innocence,
tells me she's glad to enjoy getting laid for a change
and as a parting shot before she returns
to her couch on the Olympian heights,
informs me that my poetry
is still as rotten as ever
and I thank her gravely
and cease to torment my notebook.
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Excavations
PoetryThese my offerings, tiny and fragile, they must take root in stubborn soil. Fertilize them. Give them shape. Twisted they may grow, but their trunks must be strong. They must reach through the night. They must be of their ground... Some of these poe...