My Russian Boyfriend

Chapter 18

POV : Vissarion
I was in the living room working on a couple of papers I have for school

After me and Everest session I cleaned him up and put on a new set of sheets and put him to bed I didn't go check on Malachi yet I wanted to give him space

The papers I'm working on is about my family culture. I wouldn't say it's anything special because it isn't

My mom died when I was young and I stayed with my dad, he remarried to this nice woman who took care of me she got pregnant three times and now I have three younger half siblings

But I don't know if I have cousins, aunts, uncle, or grandparents on both of my parents side

My father said they left or either died without him knowing and you can tell he doesn't care

"Hey" a soft voice came across the room it was Malachi

I set my papers on the table

"Hey, what you still do up?" I asked

"I couldn't sleep you?" He walked over to the spot next to me and sat down

"Same and plus I have to finish this project" I said pointing at the papers on the table

It was a silence between us but not an uncomfortable one

"You can go sleep with Everest if it helps I'll stay in here and try to finish my work" I looked at him getting a look back

"I'm sorry Vissarion" he sniffled

He was crying

" aww моя любовь don't cry but what are you apologizing for??" I wiped his tears away I didn't like to see that he was crying

"F-For yelling at you earlier I didn't mean to I was being a total jackass towards you and I'm sorry" he sobbed some more

"Don't apologize моя любовь, I'm not mad at you. Truth is you can kiss whoever you want and whenever you want your not mines nor are you my property to order around and never will be" it broke my heart when I said he is not mines because he isn't and I shouldn't be getting mad

But was it bad that a piece in my heart loved and cared for him more than Everest?

I mentally sighed at myself what was I going to do if I really came to realization with my stupid ass feelings?

He looked down

"I-I really love you, more than you think. I really came to realize that my feelings are strong for you and Everest but even s-stronger for you" he stuttered out

I gently caressed his cheek

I pulled him onto my lap and hugged him

"I came to realize I feel the same way моя любовь. But I care and love about Everest too so I don't know what to do" I breathe out and I hugged him tighter I didn't want to lose my boyfriend but in my heart I didn't want to lose Malachi also

The past month all three have spent together we have gotten close but me and Malachi have gotten closer

I learn a lot more about him

That he loves animals but dogs more so he wants to become a veterinarian once he goes to college, he likes to read and paint, but he spends most time in football which is one of his favorite sports, he is the only child, his mom died when he was much younger and his dad got remarried to his stepmom a couple of years later and she took care of him ever since then. I like that he is mostly a softie with us he always the little spoon when we cuddle and doesn't like being alone always following us like a little puppy and he pouts when he is hungry which I call it hangry so we always have to cook food me and Everest which is funny and cute but to find out his favorite food is baked chicken with mash potatoes and gravy if it was up to him he would eat it everyday

He have dimples on his lower back (ifykyk ;>)

His curves are perfect everything on his body is just perfect to his short brown hair and brown hazel eyes and wide bright smile that'll make you smile

"Let's just keep this to ourselves for now please I don't want to hurt Everest Malachi" I rubbed circles in the middle of his back

And few minutes he was sleeping

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