This Is Everything I Didn't Say

Invisible

I am a ghost

But before I became undesirable

I've revealed myself once

Choked on a "Hello" from my lungs

Mean stares killed me

Pierced through my back

I should be gone

Heard them murmuring

And so I bled

With some unbearable pain

Until my soul left its body

And I felt nothing at all
                          
                           
                             
I am a ghost

I don't exist

I belong nowhere

Not even one of them

So I drew lines in my pulse

Penned my own place with a knife

Then they noticed the lines

But never cared

I guess it's okay to disappear
                                
                             
                              
Now I am a ghost

Standing on the darkest corner

They've decided I'm not existing

So one day I'll sit on their heavy guilts

Wholeheartedly laughing