This Is Everything I Didn't Say

1am

The moon peeks through my curtains

Illuminating on my feelings, always uncertain

It's 1am and I lay lazily on my bed

I can't seem to get him out of my head
                  
                            
                          
                         
                           
I need to write this all down, I tell myself

You once missed a boy so much and you couldn't help

Let me feel this once, even just for the time being

For tomorrow, my heart will close its door to these feelings
                             
                         
                          
                            
                                 
I need to write him down so he won't get lost

Like how I kept these words hidden and all feelings across

Let me keep him in my thoughts until 1am tonight

For as the sun rises, my lies will still be of the same kind