Imprinted (twilight fanfic)

it was an accident

bella~

i awoke that morning warm and sweaty embry still hadn't moved off me which is most of the reason i was so warm, i felt sick like at any moment i could throw up and the warmth didn't help i tried my best to wiggle loose from under him but it was no use, i sighed and gave up letting myself relax under his big warm body and that's when i noticed that i was naked when did that happen? i finally got him off and glanced down at him his pants were undone and slightly pulled down, oh no! i ran to the bathroom and shut and locked the door but didn't make it to the toilet in time, the puke exploded from my mouth all over the floor and down my bare body sighed and i walked to the toilet as i felt another round coming on i leaned over the side of it and again the puke exploded from my mouth, my throat was raw and burned so i walked to the kitchen and got a drink..a few drinks i chugged one cup after the other until i felt like my stomach would burst,i glanced down at my puke covered stomach and sighed while walking to the bathroom and started the shower, i got in and let the cool water rain down on me as i ran my fingers through my hair and grabbed the soap and started to lather it in my hair, the cool water felt good on my back considering i was in a living oven last night and apparently got fucked by one..isn't that considered rape? i mean i didn't agree to it but then again i didn't say no, i felt the tears prick at the corner of my eyes as they threatened to fall i tried to stop myself but couldn't i collapsed onto the shower floor as the tears streamed down my face and the uncontrollable sobs came over me, the cold water continued washing over me so it's a good thing i didn't plug the drain cause i think i'm too weak from crying to get up and turn off the shower or even reach over and unplug it, i wrapped my hands around my stomach and pulled my knees up against me to hid my stomach and arms as i cried and slowly rocked back and forth in the corner of the shower, i'm not sure how long i had been in there but it was long enough i finally put myself together enough to crawl to the front of the shower and turn it off but i continued to sit there and stare at my feet motionless, lifeless, and quiet, more time passed and i heard a knock on the door i didn't answer knowing it was embry, what would i tell him? how could i explain what happened when i don't even know myself? he knocked again and this time i heard a small raspy whisper of a voice say my name "bella?...bella you in there?" i heard the door knob turn with a small rusty squeak as the door slowly opened and embry appeared in the doorway, he looked around then i could see him look at the shower through the colored glass he was just a black and tan blur through the tinted glass, the shower door slowly opened and the dim light filled the shower makes me want to hide deeper i backed up a little but there was a wall and no way to go, embry glanced down at me with great concern as he knelt down infront of me on the wet slippery shower floor and extended a arm towards me "bella what happened?" he asked he asked with worry deep in him dark black eyes, i couldn't bring myself to respond to him so he repeated himself "bella hun what happened?" i tried to stop the sobs from taking over again "i was t-taking a s-shower and lost track of time" i lied "are you done? i nodded "really cause you still have shampoo in your hair" i felt my hair that still had a fair amount of soap in it "i guess i didn't get it all" he sighed with a small smile and started to lift me off the floor as he started the water again and stripped what was left of his clothing and stepped into the shower "it's okay baby come here" he said while pulling me closer until i was under the water " this i don't know what happened but i will find out and i will make it better and when i find out who made you like this i'm going to kill them" he said the last part in a growl, i laid my head against his chest, but what he didn't know is that he was the cause of my pain

embry~

i woke up to the sound of the fan and small cries that were way too quiet to be nicols she was lying right next to me and that's when i noticed bella wasn't, aware had she gone? i slowly got out of bed trying my best not you wake nicole and as soon as i got to my feet i felt the blood rush to my head causing my vision to go black and me to almost lose balance after i got my sight back the pounding of last nights drinks started in my head and i hissed in pain, i walked to the hallway and the small little sobs grew louder i turned towards the bathroom and leaned my head against the door, yup she was definitely in there i softly knocked on the door "bella...bella you in there?" i asked my voice all scratchy sounding from sleeping, there was no response so i opened the door slowly when i got in there the shower wasn't on but i could hear it dripping so someone had to of turned the water on plus i could still hear bells crying but the cries were much smaller now as if she were trying to hide and keep quiet i glanced down to where there was a dark spot in the corner of the shower i knew she was back there you cannot see her face because it was too blurry but you could definitely tell it was a human form, i slowly opened the door to the shower and i was right bella sat in the corner curled up into a small ball rocking back and forth rocked bella when she looked at me she tried to scooch further into the wall, i looked at her confused "bella what happened?" again there was no response "bella hun what happened?" i repeated myself "i-i as taking a shower and lost track of time" she stuttered "well are you done?" she nodded, i glanced up at her still wet and bubbly hair "is that why you still have shampoo in you hair?" she felt her hair "i guess i didn't get it all" i sighed with a smile and stood up and started the shower and took off my already unbuttoned pants, not sure why there unbuttoned then i stood under the water "it's okay baby come here" i said while pulling bella close enough so that we were touching and she was under the water as well she then laid her head on my chest and started sniffling "i don't know what happened but i will find out and i will make it better and when i find out who made you like this i'm going to kill them"i in my arms as the ice cold water ran down my body, she was trying her best not to cry and to hide the fact that she was about to lose it and i'm not sure why she's like this but when i find out there will be no mercy for the person who caused it i growled at the thought of it