Imprinted (twilight fanfic)

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hey! THIS DID NOT GET POSTED I FORGOT TO THIS IS THE PART BEFORE THE CHAPTER PERFECT I AM SO SORRY READ THIS AND THEN GO RE READ THE OTHER ONE IF NEEDED 

bella~

i haven't heard from jake sense..since the kiss that i'm not entirely sure why i went with but i did and i'll admit that it kinda felt right but then i thought about embry and what i was really doing..i guess i never noticed how much i've missed jake but why all the sudden did he miss me? i sighed "what?" embry asked as he entered the room grabbing an apple out of the bowl on the counter "nothing" i said while sliding off the counter and onto my feet to meet him, there was a loud crunch as he took a huge bite of the apple nearly eating half of it in one bite, he looked down at me smiling with a mouth full of the fruit, he kissed my forehead and then let his head rest on the top of mine "Mmm you smell good" he said quietly "well you smell like you've been running around in the woods" he chuckled "yeah something like that" he pulled away and looked at me "shower?" i nodded and let him pull me to the bathroom, we had about half an hour before charlie dropped nicole off so we were going to make it one good half hour, i felt guilty as he towed me to the bathroom loving me more with every step of the way after what i did last night i don't think i can go through this without the guilt drowning me...i have to tell him..and i have to tell him i'm pregnant, i will..later maybe "baby" i looked up at embry who was in his boxers and i was still fully dressed standing in the doorframe "sorry" i said while walking into the room and taking my shirt off "don't be we all get lost in our world of thought...it's funny how i get lost thinking about something so hard and thinking about what i would do to her and what i would say...even though she's right in front of me..you're all i think about bella" he said with a small smiled as he wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up and set me down on the cold marble sink counter and began kissing my neck as his hands slowly pulled my sweat pants off, he gripped my pale legs hard enough to leave a bright red mark that lasted for about thirty seconds before it disappeared, he took my bra off then he slowly slid my lacy panties down my legs while his mouth made it's way to mine, he slid his boxers down and pulled my legs around his waist, i tangled my fingers in his long hair and kissed him like there was no tomorrow, our tongues slowly moved against each others, i jumped a little when he entered my body but then went back to being okay, he was tall enough that his waist was about three inches past the counter so he lined up with where i was perfectly, he began slowly thrusting and picked up his pace as our kissing got more intense, i stopped kissing and let my head fall back as he started kissing my chest, i felt a sting as his teeth bit down on my left breast i winced but after a few minutes it felt good as his tongue slowly went in calming circles around my nipple, he suddenly lifted me off the sink and walked over to the running shower without unclenching his sharp teeth from my skin, i'll admit it kinda hurt when carried me over there while biting me but it was worth it cause when we got in the shower he went full on beast mode and began to just about fuck my brains out, i he help me against the wall as he pounded his body against mine i screamed as he went faster and faster, the water was cold so he must of been planning this cause it was freezing out and we only take cold showers when he do stuff like this so we can cool down under the ice cold water and something told me i was really gonna need this "EMBRY!" i screamed while one hand tried to grip the wet wall which was impossible and the other had it's nails need into embryos back as i was slammed against the wall repeatedly "fuck!" he grunted as he kissed my neck and then he came and we slowed down as we came down from our high, i was breathing hard and so was he, he looked at me as he let me down onto the shower floor i'm not sure i could really stand at the moment so i held onto him tightly till i gained control of my legs again "you have no idea how long i have been waiting for that..i had to hide my thoughts from the pack all day long all i could think about was you're perfect body" he said while panting like a dog, he grabbed the soap and poured it into his hands and began spread it all through his hair, i let him go now that i am able to stand and did the same, after we rinsed off embry got out and wrapped a white towel that seemed to glow against his dark skin around his waist "i love you and as much as i love staring at your naked body i think you should get dressed before your dad gets hear" i nodded and grabbed a towel, i watched as he left the room and walked into the bedroom, what am i going to tell him? i can't just be like 'hey i almost got cheated on you and i'm pregnant' there is no good way to tell someone that and the longer i wait the worse it will get,i heard car pull up and i'm guessing it's charlie "embry i think he's hear can you get the door?" i yelled "yeah" i quickly wrapped my towel around my body and ran to the bedroom leaving small little water prints behind me, when i walked out charlie was standing there with embry by his side and nicole was asleep in embry's arms "hey dad" i said while running my fingers through my wet hair, me and embry both have wet hair..nice i mean of course he know's we do it but it was awkward, he smiled and wrapped his arms around me "hey bells" he mumbled "how are you kido?" horrible "fine" i lied as i laid my head down on his rough coat that smelled like fresh cut wood "when was the last time she ate?" embry asked quietly "about two hours ago" charlie said while letting me go "okay i'll go lay her down" i nodded and looked back at my father "well i'll see you later..be safe and keep warm it's supposed to get cold tonight, you guy's have firewood?" i nodded again "yeah don't worry" he smiled "i have to go home and finish cutting up the wood i started this morning before sure and billy come over" i stopped staring at my feet and looked at him "will jake be there?" i asked sounding more excited than i intended "i don't think so billy said that he wasn't been very talkative lately and that he's been really moody" i sighed "well if you see him...tell him i said hey and that i miss him" he looked at me with furrowed eyebrows "he's avoiding you to?" avoiding? "what do you mean avoiding? cause avoiding and not talking are two very different things dad" he shrugged "well billy said that he is in his room a lot he doesn't even want to eat and you know jake and you know he's an eater" i nodded "yeah that's not like jake i have to go see him" i said while grabbing my jacket "wow bella calm down i'm sure he's fine, and embry said the truck isn't running and there is no way you're walking let me give you a ride" i shook my head "don't be silly dad it's right down the road" he huffed 'yeah right down the road a good five miles or so come on" i sighed and walked out the door "embry i'm leaving with my dad i'll be back" i said when he walked into the room "okay..where are you going?" he asked but i didn't want to tell him so i just shut the door and walked to the cruiser with charlie, i got in and waited for him to start the car and then i looked up and saw embry looking through the window at me confused. i just looked away feeling guilty for not answering him i know how embry is he gets concerned when it comes to me and me walking out on him like that was horrible, i looked up one last time as we pulled out and saw embry looking at me with a hurt expression on his face that just about made me cry "so what do you think is jake's problem?" my dad asked as we made our way down the road "i'm not sure" i lied again "hmm" i looked out the window the whole way there trying not to think about jake knowing it would make cry since i was the cause of his silence it was about a six minute drive there so i didn't have to wait long "i don't want you walking home, if jake's there then tell him that i will arrest him if he doesn't give you a ride got that? and if he's gone call me and i will come pick you up" i nodded and got out of the car "thanks for the ride dad" i said while wrapping my jacket around me tighter as a big gust of freezing wind whipped through "i love you kiddo" he said with a smile "i love you too dad, bye" and with that he pulled out and i watched as he drove down the road i wanted him to be far enough away before i knocked on the door, when he was out of sight i turned around to look at the little red house and took a deep breath in before walking up to the door and knocking, there was no answer. no foot steps nothing so i knocked again this time i looked in the window like a creep and just as i suspected there jake was making his way down to the hallway. i knocked on the window thinking that maybe he couldn't hear me so i started to beat on the door while looking through the window at him but he didn't even flinch at the loud banging he just kept walking "jake!" i yelled but he continued to ignore me, that's when i noticed something in his hand a can or a bottle maybe i wasn't exactly sure and it didn't matter i just wanted to talk to him, i beated on the door harder and this time his walking slowed and i thought he was going to turn around but he just scratched the back of his neck and kept walking "jake!" i tried one more miserable attempt to get his to turn around but he just shut his door, i sighed and started rubbing my arms hoping to heat myself up a little as another gush of wind came through blowing my wet hair in my face "fuck" i cursed as i looked back at the door hoping it would open but it never did and five minutes turned into ten and then into fifteen and fifteen and twenty, i was leaning against the door waiting and waiting and it felt like i had been out on the cold for centuries,it was starting to get dark and i know embry is probably flipping shit and i have to get home and feed nicole "jake...i'm sorry" i whispered before standing up and walking towards the road, i took one last look at the small red house before i turned and made my way down the black slick road, it started to sprinkle but the rain turned to snow that didn't stay long cause the ground wasn't cold enough but it was still cold against my skin plus with the wind blowing it was ten times worse, i walked for about three minutes before i hit the ground the one thing i told myself i wouldn't do, i tried to stop myself by throwing my hands out in front of me but i failed and hit the ground my head smashed against the ground with a loud thud and followed by the aching,i groaned and started to roll over but stopped mid roll and then suddenly a drowsiness started to creep through ,my body and i felt my whole body slump against the pavement which was the worst place to pass out especially around a curve like this ware cars with trees surrounding the side making it impossible to see me laying on the ground and they will be flying through not knowing what they will find on the other side........i'm dead